Before writing this article, I thought of countless answers, all of which felt fake, and maybe reading my article, you also have many ideas, but in fact there is only one answer, and that is, you. You may think it is your parents who are holding you back, your friends who are not helping you, reality that is too harsh, and fate that is too unfair.
Learn to look at yourself squarely
However, there is never a formal self, you have tried, you have rebelled, only blindly compromised, avoided difficulties when they came up, not wanting to truly transcend yourself, not wanting to live a mediocre life, but calmly accepting a comfortable one. Watching time slipping away, you anxiety, pain, confusion, but still do not want to wake up until old age, maybe your whole life, you mediocre, it’s a lifetime, just in the clouds, and potentially, affect the next generation of flowers. Because we are the first teachers of our children, everything our children do is a true mirror of us.
I used to believe in myself. Learning is not necessarily a school. In the absence of an ideal high school, I firmly chose to drop out of school, plan a future for myself, go out to work for two years, study a profession, and always develop, even with a low level of education, the ability to learn on my own. If I work hard, there will be hope.
Later, I went into the factory, met all kinds of people, faced with so many temptations, forgot about my ideals, quickly integrated into their circle, a few years passed, I missed a lot, too old to go to college, memory is not as good as before, learned about the same, also back to the textbook, the original ideals also forgot about the North Pole, just a moment, I feel that nothing has achieved, especially since I failed.” Suddenly there was some awareness and an end to all social relations. I began to study myself and what was the right way to go.
When I thought about it clearly, when I wanted to write about it, I started to pay attention to it. I also thought about it more, wrote some poetry and prose, put it in the center of the site, no news, I knew it was not good, anxious, but there was no way, young me, proud, always wanted to be a genius, then temporarily put writing, started reading, enriching myself, it was not easy, a little improved writing, so it was just forgotten?
Don’t forget your goals
I was a perfect master plan, but didn’t have the same acquaintances, had no power, liked to procrastinate, still had an arbitrary personality, remembered to buy famous books, inspirational books, could also read every day, but the scenery was not long, I once again went into the circle of communication, a heart drifted away, like many young people I started shopping, singing, going out, time has rushed two years, the night is once again quiet, I was reluctantly woken up by my heart, in a night of insomnia, repeatedly asked myself, really want to live like this, the answer is, all the cells of the body, are crying out, reluctantly, think of the twenty-something years now, how many years to waste, tears wet cheeks, no beauty, IQ is not high, no education I don’t know what to do, what other skills I have besides being able to write badly.
I’ve forgotten my goal for three years, to find it once again, but I can’t put myself adrift, I can support myself, only write after work, no matter what you write, no matter what you write, even if it’s a diary, I’ll read a book a day, and this time I won’t let my ideal turn into a laughing stock, let her be abandoned.
Don’t go through the storm, you’ll never meet the rainbow, as long as you find yourself good at it, or only the most hopeless, but the chances are great, work hard, persevere, and you will succeed.” No one can stand in your way, no matter what path you choose, you must cater, integrate and accept. Time does not give us remorse, from the beginning there is a chance to know yourself, whether mediocre or successful, this is your direction, be willing to take that path and forget about the other life, you can be truly happy.