This evening, it is very stuffy outside, it seems that everything around is a bit boring, sit in front of the computer to light a MARLBORO, with the wisp of smoke, my thoughts also from the small town where I live back to eight years ago in Shanghai, the early summer of 1998 Shanghai, the same muggy heat, I remember that part because of some problems with my girlfriend (first love), so I went to play billiards in a depressed mood ，，，， side of the table. There was a circle of people, just two masters fighting each other, and people were flying around, except one of them seemed to be a woman, and she looked good in the back. But I was in a depressed mood that day, and I didn’t bother to go over and join the fun. I was pulling up to cut my waist hole, and I looked up and saw the woman sitting on the couch right in front of me, smoking. (This is quite faschion in 1998, I thought she was better looking and more elegant than my girlfriend at that moment). Of course,,I don’t always have to stare at others,,so I aimed a few times and then lowered my head and pulled the club,,and the ball went into the waist hole ,,,,, ,,,,, refreshingly old-fashioned. I looked up, and saw her looking at the hole,,,I smiled at her,,,she smiled too,,I said I’ll help you get a few rounds of golf? I said I just saw you fight, I know you’re good, I’m sure I can’t beat you… I’m sure I can’t beat you… or the loser will be treated to a midnight snack. What happened next? Needless to say, after five games, 4 to 1, she won, of course.
After the bill went out,,, Xianxia Road is still as usual on the red and green lights,, and she walked side by side from Chivas to the starry sky, (that circle many people should understand the bar) I asked her where to go ah? She said what to go where,,, I said I was willing to gamble, lost, just to buy you a snack ah. I said you are not a few years older than me ah,, she said you look at me like how many years old,, I said 22 at most,,, she laughed and said 27,,, son have (I thought she was joking,,, but the fact that she really had a five-year-old son at that time, 71 years, but really can not see 27,,, looks like the most is 22), supper finished, she said where do you live ah,,, I said in front of the turn on the water city road to the The first thing you need to do is to take your child to the hospital. The first time I saw her was when I was a young girl, and she was so happy that I was able to get her to play with me.
I came home that day,, the original depressed mood seems to be suddenly gone, there is a strange excitement and anticipation, I thought at that time that something should happen between me and her, I remember that night I slept very well and very fragrant. The next day I called her cell phone, meet to go to a small kiss dance, to hear this friendly name when the old starving West Side gangsters should know it, as to why she went there, to be honest, because I had not been to what other places, of course, there was not now so many venues (that is, big, small kiss, Yunfeng and so on, or my girlfriend took me, in fact, before I recognized her. I thought my girlfriend was crazy enough, but in retrospect I think this type of girl was very attractive to me at that time, if my first girlfriend was the one who got me started as an ignorant teenager, then this one brought me a storm, not only did she give me my first experience of nightlife, but she also had a decisive influence on my whole thinking and style. I’m sure I’ll be a different person today.
She wore a white sweatshirt with a ponytail, and when she saw that I was wearing a black t-shirt and black pants, she laughed and said, “I knew you’d dress like that for a dance. I said, “Of course, I know what you know, but you don’t know what I know,” she said. I was speechless. She said, “No, I’ll take you someplace more interesting.
I wiped my head and went to Honggu Road on Shuicheng Road (which is like going in a circle back to my doorstep). The music was very powerful, and it played European and American electro music (unlike the places I went, which were just Chinese slang songs). To this day, I still say that my favorite music in the world is electronica, but the truth is that from the moment I first heard it at the end of the last century, I was completely poisoned. It was obvious that she was a long-time customer, as many people saw her and greeted her, and she graciously grabbed my hand and sat at the bar. (At the time I thought this woman had a great sense of humor and that I could do no wrong by hanging out with her, but it turned out that hanging out with her really opened my eyes.) Do I drink? Of course, I’m a child. She said what do you want to drink, and I said, “Give me a beer.” (Actually, I’d only ever had beer at the time, and I didn’t know the taste of anything else). She leaned over and squeezed my neck and said, “You’re not a kid if you only drink beer. I ordered a glass of wisky coke, she brought a second pair of sieves, I said I can’t play, it’s not my fault, that year, which people in kiss inside the sieve shake it, the environment and now no comparison well, like Xianxia area is located in the red light district, its special geographic location and the special people make it and other urban areas of Shanghai at that time compared to the obvious advantages, I lived there before and after eight years. It can be said that the people who walk in Xianxia area during the day and the people who walk at night are completely different things, during the day it is a lot of traffic, but at night at 8:00 pm with the flashing red lights, into another world,. She —– was one of them, except that night, her show was a 17-year-old boy who had only ever drank beer before, spinning and shaking a sieve to the sound of electric music. In the process, I learned about her life, the stage, and being paid ……….. And of course, we talked about clothes (she only wears those brands). She also talked about music, for example, she said that Shanghai is a metropolis and that everyone should not listen to only one kind of music, but that techno and house were rare in Shanghai in those days. I felt very comfortable with her, and as for my girlfriend, I even forgot she existed at that time.
When I left the bar ,,,,,, the cool early summer breeze was very refreshing on my face,, and the air seemed extremely fresh. I said to her: “Let me give you a ride today, too,”. Sure”, she hooked me up happily. She lives in the new area of Gubei (in the Jewel Apartments, which is one of the more mediocre ones in the area, but it’s easy to hide). Downstairs, I kissed her and she was very submissive, everything was natural, but I was a little nervous because I had kissed my girlfriend before her (it was better than with my girlfriend,,,,,,,,,,,,wet and soft). I really wanted to stay in that moment forever, and I still think it was the most wonderful moment. I was very impulsive and reached out to her, and she grabbed my hand and said: “You dare to do it outside, at least indoors. ……. (The next 500 words are omitted here, and I’m sure there are many more than I know, so I won’t show them here). The only thing to say is that her body does not look like she has given birth at all, and even if a 20-year-old girl compares to her, her skin and body are all inferior to hers.
Her house is very nice. She lives alone in a big three-bedroom house, and there is an hourly worker to clean it during the day. It is a very good idea to have a good deal of time and money to spend on your business, but it is important to keep in mind that you are not going to be able to do that. The child is now five years old. Her husband concentrated on his business in the south, and helped her rent a house in a new area in Gubei, and told her not to go to the tables anymore. But she told me that she was used to that kind of life, so she would still go out sometimes to have fun and see her sisters, and for the next six months, I hung out with her a lot, but also with her sisters, including their “boyfriends” and “husbands”. In the event that you have a good idea of what you’re looking for, you’ll be able to find the best way to get the most out of it. I’m not sure if I’ll be able to get away with it at night, but…. The excuse to go to a classmate’s house to read books and hang out was the only reason that came to mind, and sometimes I thought I wouldn’t even take the college entrance exam if I continued like this. One day, she said to me, “It’s only half a year before you take the college entrance exam, so I don’t think it’s going to work out for you if you keep going like this. So we agreed not to contact each other or see each other again for the next few months, and to study in peace. In the next few months, I did my best, and my motivation at that time was actually the good night life after the college entrance exam. Finally, the exam was over, and in July of 1999, I called her cell phone, but it was turned off. I went to her house to look for ,,,,,,,,, no one was there, and then I met the hourly worker in her neighborhood who told me that she had moved out, so she had to find another job.
That’s how it ended. I didn’t expect to say goodbye to her in this way, so I had a strange feeling for a long time afterwards. I even thought about calling her every year until one day I heard the message “The number you have dialed does not exist” from ………. Although she was only a brief interpreter in my life, she left me with wonderful memories that I will never forget, because she is the most beautiful woman in my memory. In fact, there are many people and things in life and relationships should be faced like this, cherish the present is enough. Thinking about it will make your whole life easier, because from that moment on I realized that love is short-lived and happy moments go by very quickly.
Maybe sometimes it’s the silent endings that are really the most memorable!