Until now, I still often think back to that night a few years ago. I keep thinking, if God gave me another chance to start over, what choice would I make, whether to miss or continue to make mistakes.
Yes, she is beautiful, clear skin, eyes always smiling, very clean kind of beauty! Since junior high school, there are many people write love letters to her, in the student era has been the dream girl of many boys, the white lotus flower like existence! I and her family is very close to each other, since childhood, the same classmates in elementary school, junior high school, different classes, high school is still in the same school. When it came to high school, she would talk to me about anything, and I would let her help me to deliver love letters to the girls I liked.
The first thing you need to do is to get a good deal on your own. The company’s main goal is to provide the best possible service to its customers. The first thing you need to do is to get to know the person you are talking to. She knew all my roommates in the same dorm, and I would tell her about anything, and her roommates in the same dorm jokingly called me little brother-in-law. Every year, she will come to my city first, and then we go back home together. There are two winter holidays, because the rest of our dormitory has gone home for the New Year, after receiving her, the night directly in our dormitory, she sleeps in my bed, I sleep in the bed of one of the other roommates.
After graduating from college, I went to the Magic City, she continued to study in her city, and had a second boyfriend during graduate school, which is now the husband. After work, we are still in high frequency contact, she and her current boyfriend’s relationship status, her graduate life, everything, will tell me. And my grievances at work, my dissatisfaction with my girlfriend, I would also spill the beans to her.
She graduated from graduate school, successfully stayed in school and worked as a counselor at her university. And her boyfriend, a doctoral dog from a major university, also successfully found a university in her city, as a lecturer. They began to make various preparations for their marriage.
That year’s Spring Festival, it was freezing cold. The company’s main goal is to provide the best possible service to its customers. The first thing you need to do is to get out of your classmate’s house, and it’s already one in the morning. Drink a lot of wine, this time to go home, afraid to disturb the family. She said not to go back today, we find a hotel to stay overnight, and then go back tomorrow morning. I said yes.
Smoothly find a hotel, open a room, the receptionist asked what room, she said to open a double standard on the line.
The room, everyone washed and finished, she took off the down jacket wearing autumn clothes, curvy, hiding in another bed and I chat. Looking at her face, a moment I suddenly feel a little less calm, looking forward to what happens. I don’t know why, but my heart is vaguely sour.
At 2:00 or 3:00 am, I got up to find water to drink. After drinking the water walked to her bedside and quietly watched her. I don’t know why I did it, but I climbed into her bed and wrapped my arms around her from behind. She woke up from her sleep and said why are you sleeping here? I said I want you! She said no, we’re friends and I’m getting married!
I said okay, then you sleep, I’ll go over.
Back under my covers, I tossed and turned, I don’t remember how long it took, I undressed myself and climbed into that bed with her again. Held her from behind and put my hands on top of her small but firm breasts. She woke up and said we can’t do this. I ignored her and reached down to take off her fall pants and panties, but she held on for dear life. I reached down to take off her fall coat again. The first time I saw her, I was able to take off all her clothes. I was on her body greedily licking her tiny nipples, and one hand reached down to fondle the hill, her hair below was soft and sparse.
She said do you have to do this? I said I want you! She didn’t say anything else, I continued to rub her small but full breasts and my hand continued down there. Put my head over and kissed her, she twisted her head away, kissed again, she ducked again! By the bedside lamp, I saw the tears dripping from the corners of her eyes.
I said why? Is it really that hard? She continued to be silent as I moved off of her with my hard cock. I said forget it, I won’t make it hard for you! Then naked, I held her from behind, my hard cock against her plump ass. After half a day, she said you go to sleep! I said let me sleep with you like this, she did not deny.
I was so sleepless all night, I was hard and soft and hard again, I know she did not sleep either. At 6:30 in the morning, she got out of my arms, naked in front of me to put on clothes one by one, and then wash and put on makeup. I didn’t know what to say, so I didn’t say a word.
After the dressing, she picked up her handbag, and as usual, smiled as if nothing had happened and said to me, I’ll go first ha.
After that, we would occasionally chat on Facebook, but we didn’t mention the night’s events to each other. After the Spring Festival, Labor Day, she got married, sent me a text message, I flew back thousands of miles away to attend her wedding. The first time I saw her husband, the banquet, she wore a dress holding her husband over the toast, I poured a full glass of white wine, a drink and a clean.
After the marriage, she gave birth to two daughters, and I also got married and had children. Now thousands of miles apart, she will occasionally contact me, but I always feel an unspoken disconnect and alienation. Now the relationship between the two people may really be just ordinary old friends, not salty.
Now, years later, I often still wonder: if that night, I did the beast, regardless of her tears, directly into the penetration, to fuck her submissive, our current relationship and what will happen? The smile on her face when she left the house that morning, what did it mean? I still haven’t figured it out.