Forty-first.
Flowers bloom inside the walls and fragrance outside the walls
Returning to the old place to pick up petals
This story, but also from my previous unit, because I moved to work is sudden, so a lot of business things, leave an address, still the previous unit. Express delivery to and from the send and receive, are also left at that address. Plus the main palace is still working there, so I often go back there.
Today we are going to say the main character of this story, is the little girl in the pharmacy there, I think all of us know that the private hospital inside the personnel transfer, is very frequent, this little girl, is the last transfer into the pharmacy. And it is said that she has any relationship with the above, which I do not know.
But this girl is still good, maybe in terms of work, not so professional, look a little dumb. But look pretty, long hair permed big waves, eyes are very charming, and a little fat hoo-hoo, will do a lot of cute expressions, this is the most attractive place for me.
The girl lives alone because of her family, and her mother, who lives near my store. And where she lives by herself, in a dormitory near the Baji overpass. Before we did not talk about some, very excessive topics. It’s all about the work of colleagues, but once we talked about her feelings, she seems to have some, this aspect of the tangle it! Probably she fell in love with a person who should not love, and the person who loves her, and she does not love, something like this very problematic. I only remember that there is a married man’s role, what is going on, I can’t figure it out until now.
One day I was off work, this day should have gone to the store, but I went ahead to her mother’s neighborhood, picked her up, the two of us went to the store together. In the afternoon because her house to come to the new furniture, so we rushed there again, she arranged me in a girl friend’s home, and then the two of them went upstairs to sort out the furniture. The kind of old neighborhood where the hallways are filled with strange smells.
I seem to be still in her best friend’s house, slept for a short while, they were busy must have a few hours to sort out the end. The three of us went around to a small hutong near Bayi Ginza, I remember the spicy skewers we ate that night, and there were a lot of stray cats nearby, one of which, with a large pattern, was as pretty as a clouded leopard. After we finished eating, the meal sent off our girlfriends, and the two of us went to an activity center below Hero Hill, where she wanted to swing. And that time the swings were occupied by a group of children. We went around and around and around, until the parents coaxed the bear children back home, we grabbed the right to use the swing.
The two of us sat on the swing, I put my arm around her shoulders and talked about many things. But the theme was all about the impossibility of us being together. After I left this unit, we again from the Internet, there have been several exchanges of communication, the results are similar, because the temperament character or various reasons, we can not be together. It is always such a phrase, throughout the whole time. But such a reason, such an excuse, such an ambiguous relationship, let me really is not possible to let go. This is not only sorry for each other, more sorry for themselves.
Obviously, a selfish and self-interested person like me cannot do such a rational thing. Later we also ate several meals, from the ground to the restaurant, the girl’s wine is good, which makes the alcohol allergy, drop of wine I do not touch, look dumbfounded. Once it was about seven o’clock at night, she sent me a message saying that she was unhappy and wanted to go out for a walk, I said where are you? She said I’m in my own home, I said okay right away, the day of the warp 10 road, very smooth. The cab went all the way, almost all without red lights.
I arrived at her home downstairs, she insisted that I do not let me into the house, but finally I went up, I saw that she is finishing clothes, asked her what happened? She said she was having trouble with her family relationship and was not dealing with her feelings, so she planned to leave for a while. I said where are you going, she didn’t tell me, I said when will you be back? She also did not give me an answer, I remember her boyfriend should be out of town, Mo is not going to join her boyfriend?! I do not know.
The feeling I got at the time was that I would probably never meet her again in my life, so I had to take this chance. I pushed her onto the bed and she screamed so loudly that I tried to cover her mouth to get her to stop screaming, but it didn’t work. I dumped her prepared clothes on the bed and held her struggling tightly, we rolled around on her clothes, for a long, long time, probably then she got tired too.
She said that for various embarrassing reasons, she was slightly redundant at home, and at work, she felt useless, so she wanted to find a time, a place, to empty herself. I don’t know if what she said is true or not, I said it’s okay to empty yourself, but I still want you to leave me a little thought. At first she kept on refusing until her whole bedroom became a mess, a bad look that easily reminded people of some, disgraceful crime scenes.
Finally at such a crime scene, we still committed the crime, and was that committed, after the battle, I casually grabbed up the clothes on the bed and wiped my unbearable bottom, I looked at her with messy hair, breathing heavily, and casually threw those clothes, again, in her face, with a kind of pleasure after the rape, which fascinated me.
I remember when she once asked me, aren’t you afraid that I will call the police? I said not afraid to fight can not, is not the jail? Besides, I didn’t go against your will, did I? She laughed but didn’t say anything, and twisted my arm hard.
Probably now she is already married to the foreign boyfriend
This is the forty-first story
Please see next time.
Huanggang thousand miles away from Jinan
Old dreams are not yet warm, new love is rising again
