Round 31.
The Longest Shot in 14 Years
Looking back on the past is unbearable
This story I did not want to tell, because if this story is told after, there will certainly be many people say that this story must be false, but I now think about it, this story, but incredibly true, show in front of me, that is the so-called I said the longest gun, up to fourteen years of a gun.
The girl was in the first year of her life, an extracurricular math tutorial class. At that time, my math scores were actually okay, but far from the requirements of the OU, or far from some. So my mother enrolled me in a class and went to study. Frankly speaking, how many of you enroll in extracurricular classes, is really for learning? It’s just that you get to meet lots and lots of kids from other classes there! That’s the last bit of comfort.
Our classroom was divided into four columns, and I sat in the third column, while the girl sat in the second column, we were in the same row, with an aisle between her and me. At that time it was junior high school, I was in class seven, she was in class six, at that time I had a very good buddy in class six, I asked that buddy, the girl’s name, the buddy told me she was called Xiaoxin. So I, who never understood love, suddenly found that I liked this girl and bought her a watch and a piece of jade for her.
At that time I was very shy and did not know how to buy a gift for a girl, so much so that the boss selling the watch asked me to buy a male watch or a female watch, I was embarrassed to say both male and female watches! Of course, I finally chose a white watch for women and gave it to her, which was the first gift I bought her, twenty dollars, which was almost my weekly living expenses at that time. Then later I learned that the good friend of the sixth class, is actually her boyfriend, we later turned over for this matter.
Then junior high school graduation, I and the girl had two or three years contact not until after the health school, we reconnected, at that time, she and her grandma and grandpa live together, there was a period of time, I almost every day after school, to go to his grandma and grandpa home to cook for them, accompany them to eat, clean up after the dishes and then go home. After the girl went to work, every time she got off the night shift, I had to pedal my bike to pick her up, send her back to her grandma and grandpa’s house, and then pedal herself back.
But the girl has not been moved by me, know that later I went to work. Oh yes, I forgot to recount a scenario, once the girl’s mother rented a house, short of 1500 yuan, when I asked my father to beg for 1500 yuan to lend her, the money is finally to come back, or not to come back, I have forgotten.
I didn’t know what she was doing at the time, but I would occasionally ask her to come home, or to the store, and a few times I came close, either because of me or because of her, for various reasons, but I didn’t make it.
In the summer of 2013, she came to my house. There was no air conditioning in my house at that time, so it was very hot in the house, and there was only a broken fan that squeaked. She took a shower, put her skirt over her body, no underwear, and walked around my bedroom. I pinned her down on the cooler with such force that her arms felt pain from rubbing against it, and I felt I needed to, to give an account of myself, not just for having liked her for so long, but for what I had experienced for the past fourteen years.
I did a very adequate foreplay, but the girl’s feelings, still very slow to come, and then gradually, I myself also softened, I inspired her while waking themselves up, obviously not very effective, this may be my heart disease caused by it, because after all, so many years to look forward to, actually let me achieve the goal, but also not the style of God’s work ah! I finally relied on my own efforts, hard up, just when I entered her body less than a minute, I suddenly felt like a diarrhea, probably in my preparation, jerking off too forgetful, right?
The first time we had sex, it ended hastily, she actually laughed at me, saying that my previous words not to leak are false, I was very angry, and then there was another time, she came to my house with a very strong purpose, just to have sex with me. That time I did okay, but it didn’t seem to last very long. I don’t know if too much rejection in childhood creates a bad psychological reaction to this person.
Anyway, after that, we seldom chatted until the end of last year it seems, when I heard that she had gotten married for the second time and moved near Luokou, which is located in the northern suburbs of Jinan, and we became more distant, and after that there was no contact.
I don’t know if I’ll see her again in the future, and I don’t know, how to review this part of my history.
Anyway, this story is muddled, barely the thirty-first story
Please see the next time.
A midnight drive on the shore of Lashan Lake
A father and daughter in a relocated house
