“A Yang, I turned out to be a good girl, but after I fell into their trap, I became a bad girl who drinks and smokes and changes boyfriends all day …… I don’t want that, but besides that, I really don’t know what I should do, I feel that in this world, no one can save me. .”
I finally got him, but the tragedy began
I met Yong (a pseudonym) at a class reunion a year ago, and I remember that night, in addition to my middle school classmates, some of my classmates’ friends also came to join the fun, and Yong was one of them. He looked special among strangers that day, and he seemed to carry a unique charm that made everyone present willing to listen to him and sing and play in an orderly manner.
The first time I saw him, I had a great feeling in my heart, and without being introduced by my classmates, I climbed into conversation with him.
The first time I saw him, I had a feeling that he was single.
Such a handsome man is rare, and of course, a beautiful woman like me is not easy to bump into, so after a few phone contacts, we became friends.
I think it’s a good idea to have a good time at work.
I always thought he was an honest and transparent person, but very unexpectedly, he suddenly and mysteriously disappeared from my grasp about two months into our acquaintance. I tried countless times by phone and email, but couldn’t find him. The company’s main business is to provide a wide range of products and services to the public.
I blamed him for not looking for me, but since we were still just friends, I didn’t want to interfere too much with his life, but then he seemed to have a telepathic connection with me and solemnly asked me to be his girlfriend, which I agreed to almost immediately, pretending to be half-hearted. This is exactly what I want, and I will not refuse what I like. That night, I gave myself to him. We experienced this intimate warmth in silence, and no one spoke. Despite this, it was clear to me that in Yong’s heart, I was the most important person to him.
The man I love turned out to be engaged
After three months of love, one day his mother came to visit me at my workplace.
I was surprised to meet this woman who might become my future mother-in-law.
After meeting his mother, I was more convinced that my happiness was close at hand, and now that even Yong’s family approved of me, a stone fell from my heart.
While I was complacent about my relationship, a friend of Yong’s inadvertently revealed a terrible secret to me.
“Yong and his girlfriend have been together for more than three years, so it’s time to get married.” That friend of Yong’s thought that Yong and I were just ordinary friends, so he didn’t care about my surprised expression.
“Hasn’t Yong always been single? I didn’t hear him tell me himself, huh?” The question came out of my mind.
“Oh, you really believe what those boys say when they lie to little girls, don’t you? The day they got engaged last year, we even went out drinking together!”
“Engaged?
“The first time I saw you, I was a little bit of a jerk.
“I’m his girlfriend now, how come I don’t know anything about it?
My rant startled the other guy, and by the time he noticed the slip of the tongue, he already had to confess another strange Yong to me.
It turns out that Yong already had a lover three years ago, and they had an engagement dinner last Spring, and he was recently preparing for the wedding.
I couldn’t sit still any longer and called Yong to ask for clarification, but he kept saying he was busy avoiding my questions until he came back from work at the weekend and had to face my questions.
“It’s true that I’m engaged to her ……,” Yong said, looking less than upset, “but I do have feelings for you… …”
“Then why did you lie to me?” I was a little confused.
“I had no choice but to do it.” Yong hung his head and confessed to me what had happened.
I was just a plaything in their love life
I was completely defeated by the awful truth.
Yong’s lover was a sweet and suspicious girl, and for the three years or so they were in love, she was worried that Yong would be a womanizer and would one day abandon her because he was better off in his own right. In this way, the more time they spent together, the more serious the worries in her heart. If any girl said two words more to Yong, she would suspect that her boyfriend had betrayed her, crying and crying all day long, and once, she even lightly died. Later, she asked Yong to move his workplace to Hunnan in order to restrain his actions, but she still felt unreliable, so the matter of my encounter with Yong took shape in her mind.
She asked Yong to pretend to be in love with a girl in order to prove his love, and if Yong could face a beautiful girl for a long time without being moved, he would believe Yong’s true feelings for her. In this way, my love affair with Yong was staged under their arrangement.
My date with Yong, my meeting with Yong’s mom, was all deliberately arranged, and Yong’s strange disappearance had a reasonable explanation, it was their date time ……
Needless to say, I became the “love test paper” in their hands. “The company’s main goal is to provide the best possible service to its customers. Now that the game is over, it’s time for me, the doll, to retire of my own accord, and I have proven the reliability of their relationship – Yong has withstood the test arranged by his girlfriend, and he loves her still.
But what about me? Who can uphold the justice of this game? I was cheated out of my feelings, cheated out of my body, gave everything I had, and in the end lost myself into them, so who can give me a result?
It seems that love is a relationship of cheating and being cheated, and what can I get for my heart? I have lost my innocence, who can really love me?
I think it’s a good idea to take a look at the newest version of the book.
Now, I smoke all day, drink, change boyfriends, and become a bad girl who wants nothing but to have fun. As long as there are boys interested in me, I will immediately accept them, get along with them, spend the night with them …… I know this will ruin myself and is wrong, but I think no one in this world can save me, I can only numb my nerves with such a monstrous life and forget about the past.
But the past, can I really forget it?