Since I am permanently stationed in the field, I only come back quarterly to report on my duties. When I was in the field, I had to contact the HR department regularly, so I had some more contact with her.
This February, I was at the company headquarters. The company had a training course for grassroots management and arranged for the staff in charge of each office and several people from the company headquarters. I was the last one to be notified, because the company’s car had already sent the previous group of people to go. Only Fei and I were left late, so it was impossible for the company to send a car to transport us. We had to go by car by ourselves.
Although we were in constant contact with Faye by phone, we met very few times. When we agreed to meet at the station, I didn’t recognize it for a while. When we sat side by side on the bus, I was a little nervous, perhaps because I was unfamiliar. But Fei seemed very lively, not at all like the usual telephone voice of her, on the way, she chattered incessantly, but also made me put aside the restraint, back to the previous chat with her reckless. Watching the movie on the bus, Faye and I talked about her favorite idol, Andy Lau, and said she liked his long, slender body, which gave people a good feeling. I joked that unfortunately your Chan is a big fat guy, you have to work hard to reduce his weight next to come. After saying that, I saw Faye put her head down and buried it in her hair for a few minutes. I thought, girls are girls after all, only to say a few words, it is embarrassed.
After a while, Faye raised her head and straightened her hair. The next journey, our words are obviously less, that is, I took the initiative to pick up some topics are not talked about as vigorously as just get in the car. I also think this chat quite tired, ignore her, watching the car movie.
When the main characters in the movie to carry out a section of the wave temperature, I inadvertently glanced at the side of the Faye, she actually fell asleep. I took a closer and more serious look, her skin is so white. Stealing a glance, feeling like a loss, I focused on watching the movie again, straight to my eyes, now the screen on the bus is too small, look too strained. I don’t know when, I felt some heavy shoulder, it turned out to be Faye leaned her head to me. Looking at her sleeping look, and then feel the soft weight of her pressed on me, my heart could not help but swell up.
Although we men watch porn, talk about pornography, talk about erotic encounters. However, most people are estimated to be the same as me, are not the bones belong to very horny only the pursuit of carnal desire. I was in the mood to feel very strange. I don’t understand this beauty.
After a while, I inadvertently looked at Faye again, to take a closer look at her white skin, found Faye flew closed eyes, so she did not know when to wake up, in pretend to sleep. Seeing this scene, my heart really surged up, fluttering fiercely beating up. Faye is still leaning on my shoulder, due to that action of hers just now. I felt like a lured wolf and was releasing my wolfishness step by step. I stared fiercely at Faye’s face. So white skin, so beautiful, I really can’t figure out how that fat engineering department Chen, how she can look at it, is it really the allusion to the beauty and the beast. Perhaps Faye also felt that I was looking at her, I saw her face some Faye red, her ears are beginning to red.
I laughed softly, leaned in her ear and said to her “you are really beautiful”, Faye turned around and grabbed my hand, embarrassed to bury her head into my arm bend. At that moment, I really had the feeling of first love at that time. My hand was in Faye’s arms and unconsciously became unfaithful. I gently stroked all the parts I could reach with my palms, gently and softly, just like a couple of love, in fact, I was in the mood to treat us two as an intimate couple of love.
(Too late to write, next time I will continue to write, so it is a heartfelt nostalgia, I really want to express it truly, as a romantic memory, as a good memory)
I remember when I was badly using my hands in the car to communicate with Faye physically, when there was no lust at all, only a subconscious unconscious behavior. And Faye also seems to be very enjoyable this feeling, I did not dare to carry out some teasing or some improper action, after all, is in the car, and how passionate can not stimulate their desire in full view of the public, huh, but if it is night driving, it is difficult to say, think about it is really some pity.
The caress between us has continued until the midway stop to add water. The first time I heard the sound of a woman relieving herself next door, I knew that Faye had gone into the WC behind me, and I imagined that Faye had made a similar sound next door, and it was at that moment that I really planted the seeds of lust for Faye.
Since the stop was quite long, we all gathered in threes and twos to chat by the car. Faye and I chatted up, and we all acted as if nothing had happened. I knew exactly how I felt, and I acted like I didn’t want anything because I decided to take advantage of any opportunity to get close to Faye during this trip, such as asking her out for a walk, sitting with her during training, and talking to her about life ……. I don’t know how Faye’s mind works, but she also chatted like nobody’s business, just talking to each other about some topics related to each other.
The remaining half of the road, we are basically in as much as possible to understand each other, as much as possible to find each other’s common ground. This section of the road, I condensed my own experience of elementary school secondary school and university into a small story to show me Faye, Faye also let me know a lot about her family situation. Through the nearly 100 km trip chatting, I felt a step closer to her. The original in the office business and from time to time joking with Faye on the phone to know that Faye disappeared, replaced by another impression of Faye, this Faye is very real, not so high and mighty as felt at work. Although I prefer to imagine her as the Faye on the phone at work, the Faye in front of me still gives me a protective mindset.
The company wanted to set the hotel we were staying in because of our late arrival, and it was arranged with an older woman in the company, while I arranged it in another hotel far away, so I thought I was out of luck, I guess there was no chance of contact. I carried her heavy luggage to her room for Faye, it was 4:00 pm, Faye said she wanted to take a shower first. I said, “I’ll watch TV in your room first, and then we’ll go to dinner together. The old woman in the same room is estimated to go out and happy, I do not care too much about when she will return. In Faye shower, I heard her enter the bathroom and did not lock the door, which made my heart beat very fast at that time. I felt more and more confused about whether I was tempting her or being tempted myself. Out of reason, I did not take the risk, I went to check if the door was locked when I passed the bathroom, pausing for a moment, listening to the sound of the water rushing inside, imagining Faye at the moment naked in less than two meters from me, the heart is like boiling water, a burst of their own emotions stirred to bubble out.
I went back to the TV and sat on the bed that belonged to Faye, watching the TV blindly, changing the channel unceasingly, but there was no TV picture in my mind, just a combination of the scenes from the porno films that I had once drawn this or that bathing scene of Faye at the moment. Thinking about how the water from the shower head fell on her fair skin is a kind of scene, imagining when the bathroom is hot and foggy, I stood in the doorway, watching Faye in the fog of a naked scene. Whatever the scenario, I can’t guess what Faye’s reaction will be, whether Faye indignantly said nasty never to ignore me again, or Faye shyly welcomed me? I even wondered if Faye hadn’t unlocked the bathroom door to test me, or if she had forgotten in the heat of the moment, rather than tempting me as I thought.
I was on the edge of my throat when I suddenly felt a rise in my belly. I drank a lot of water in the car, not because I was thirsty, but sometimes just because of a customary action when men and women talk. I was considering whether I should knock on the bathroom door and tell Faye to give me the bathroom as soon as possible for further testing when I heard the sound of water stop in the bathroom and my heart slowly retracted. But still speculating on how Faye would appear, by this time, I was a little afraid that Faye would appear in a towel, because I was not prepared for it, and the old woman did not know when she would return.
I listened to the sound of Faye blowing her hair in the bathroom, this buzzing sound made my heart become irritable, how not to come out, how not to come out, I really want to think that if I were to grow a rugged image on the good, can completely break the door and enter, firm arms after the bath of Faye, fiercely said I want you. Unfortunately, we are not, we give the impression of a very sincere, reliable, trustworthy man image. The first thing you need to do is to get a good idea of what you are getting.
Faye in the bathroom has been pouring for a long time, has been in my last consciousness completely concentrated in their own urine body, when Faye a bathroom door open, I did not say a word to rush in. After the painful drenching, I took a look at the foggy bathroom, smelling the faint scent emanating from the bathroom, feeling a burst of comfort.
When I walked into the room, Faye was putting on her jacket, she was so bold, she had wrapped herself in a towel when she left the bathroom. I smiled at her, and she spat at me and scolded me for smiling. I feel very strange, when Faye active some, I become passive, when Faye passive some, I put on the veneer of justice and reason again.
I deliberately scrutinized Faye’s next dressing process.
I was deliberately gauging the process of getting dressed because I wanted to see her again to be able to anger me again, and her anger was cute. It’s like having sex with your girlfriend and asking for something you don’t want, and your girlfriend is ashamed of herself and blaming me for it while satisfying my request.
Next, our company arranged this staff get-together dinner, and after dinner, I went with Faye to her room to get my bag and prepare to go to the hotel where I was staying. Seeing that she was quite bored, I tried to invite her out for a walk, and she agreed.
I was carrying a heavy computer on my shoulder, and I took turns carrying it on my left and right shoulders while walking with Faye to my residence, which was about a kilometer apart. Although the hotels were visible to each other, it took nearly an hour and a half to walk down the street.
During this time, Faye told me that she had been very depressed lately and that this year had been a bad one. Although it is the year of the dog, her natal year, but it is very back. First was hit by a car and hospitalized for a month, and then her boyfriend broke up with her. I then understood that the original in the car when mentioned her fat Chen, she would lower her head, the original I accidentally hurt her.
I am of course very embarrassed also with handicapped to her moral, but she is quick to say, it does not matter. As long as you the handsome man can walk with me on it. The voice that spoke was very gentle with a hint of temptation, straight to my heart’s desire to hook out. I was tempted to impulsively want to open another room with her.
Later I returned to the room, she sat in my room for a long time, we continued to talk a lot. We walked back to the road to send her back to rest, but on the way back, I held her hand. When holding her hand, she responded very warmly, I could feel the depression in her heart.
When we arrived outside her hotel, in the dark parking lot, I said to her, “Why don’t I spend the night with you, just outside here? She declined, the reason being because she had to train the next day. I walked back the way I came back, thinking as I went. I think her very position is very clear, the key is their own choice.
The following week or so of training, we were quietly dating, not letting colleagues know. On the day the training ended, the older woman went to the beach with other colleagues and spent the night there. Neither Faye nor I went. That night, I stayed in Faye’s room for the night.
I just remember that I talked with her very late and kept chatting two straight yawns and finally fell asleep in a daze. I woke up in the middle of the night, when I woke up feeling very clear thinking and listening to the sounds of my surroundings very clearly. I went to the WC and then took a shower. Everything was so natural that when I stepped out of the bathroom door, Faye was standing in front of me and she told me I had to go for a bit too.
But this time, she went in and locked the door, I was frozen for a while, after a while, I secretly outside the bathroom to turn off the lights, whispering Faye’s name, Faye opened a slit to question me what I was doing, I squeezed in. I opened the bathroom door and stared into Faye’s eyes, stroking her body over and over again, until she closed her eyes and hugged me.
I undressed Faye in the bathroom and put on her body wash, which made Faye’s body so smooth that I couldn’t stop thinking about it. We returned to the bed in a tight tangle. In the bed, I wrestled Faye’s body around, over and over again, ogling the beautiful naked body.
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I saw Faye’s private parts, she was no longer a virgin, hateful fatty Chen. At that time, I suddenly had a feeling of being toyed with, looking at Faye so hot column of passion, I was confused about who was taking advantage of the situation. Or maybe I was just a temporary substitute for Chen.
As well prepared, my Jaspers were just right to help me. The second half of that night, we both did not sleep, until the dawn of dawn. I was very tired, very weak. I felt a void after the deflation. It seems that the feelings we had accumulated over the past week or so left each other’s bodies with those last few jets.
The day after we had sex with Faye, we both became rather quiet. I touched Faye’s body, she did not refuse, but she was silent and did not make any response, so I felt bored, more so that I feel very regretful of their behavior that night.
Perhaps we are both good at disguising ourselves, and now we know how to keep a certain distance from each other, as if nothing had happened. I still work at my office, but occasionally my mind will be up and down from time to time to remember this period of time with Faye’s past. I don’t know how Faye feels about it, but I’m sure she remembers it from time to time.
Men are very strange, for the women who have their own skin, and is like their own property, will always be concerned about her status. I just think Faye is a good girl, I should not be in that situation so quickly to possess her, I sincerely hope she can find a good home.