This is a very embarrassing thing to say, but there is no way, is a knot. I am 30 years old, my wife and I are university classmates, are a tertiary hospital doctors, from love to now has been more than 8 years, live together for 3 years, this year in October to complete the marriage. The wife is not very beautiful, but very durable, very elegant woman, when I confessed my love to her when she readily accepted, but put forward 3 conditions conditions, is not allowed to hug, not allowed to KISS, not allowed to go to bed (of course, said very subtle). Of course, these later not to break, but has not crossed that last line of defense, at best, mutual touch, she helped me oral sex, said the old hold back on the body is not good, hey, sometimes really want to end still can not give up. She said that when married, I also want to also, to endure it. But this kind of patience unknowingly has passed 8 years, undergraduate, graduate, looking for a job, get a marriage license, buy a house, living together (Oh, this should not be considered cohabitation it). These are the past history.
This year, finally look forward to, the wedding in the old home (out of town), but things are going against me, my wife said the bridal chamber does not want to be in a hotel kind of place, so the two of us in the bridal chamber of a cabin in the old home very calm past, as usual. The next day back from home, I finally hope to come, take a good bath, eat as light as possible, buy a better wine want to create the atmosphere, but the heavens are joking with me, one she just came back to be arranged for duty, I also have to make up my shift, so, back to 1 week, since we have not been together at night, I rest at night and she is on duty, she came back at night and my turn to be on duty. Today also estimated that I spent the night alone, hey, I now have a little confidence, rather than numb. The desire is also worn out basically disappeared. Looking forward to tomorrow night
