I now tell you my first this masturbation experience, maybe you want to scold me, but this is the real life. I don’t know why people should be so hypocritical, obviously these are real things, do the bitch also want to set up a plaque?
I started in the first semester of junior high school, in order to wash the bottom, I rubbed there with my hands, I did not expect a strange and comfortable feeling from there, and then spread throughout the body, and that comfortable feeling more and more intense, so I could not remove my hands from there, but more and more vigorous rubbing there, not long, the comfortable feeling reached the peak, the body is like floating in the air to ride the clouds of feeling, every body A pore is immersed in a kind of extreme comfort, I sat down in the bathtub in vain. I don’t know how long it took for the comfortable feeling to wear off before I woke up from my dream, but the human body has such a wonderful feeling! At that time I didn’t know that this was masturbation, but later I read a book to find out. After that, I became crazy about masturbation, I basically masturbate every day, the most time may be three or four times a day, sometimes at home in bed, sometimes in the bathroom, sometimes in the classroom (you may think this is impossible, but it is true), sometimes afraid of others to notice the teacher asked for leave to do in the toilet. But I was enjoying the pleasure while beating myself up, I didn’t dare tell anyone, I was struggling painfully inside, sometimes I really hated myself and just wanted to chop my hand off and stop it all. I hate myself, I feel like I’m falling, my soul is dirty. This made my personality more and more introverted and withdrawn, only when I am now an adult I realized that this self-blame is actually superfluous correct awareness of sex, neither escape nor obsession, you will have a healthy psyche, only to maintain a normal state of mind, in order to properly face society to face the pressure.