When the sun was high in the sky and the leaves were dappled with shadows, I stood alone at a complicated intersection, raised my heavy head, squinted, and glanced at a tall building with a glass facade.
Since you’re here, go inside and look! Oh, here, eyes through the glass partition looking inside, well, it’s not bad!” Then he walked in and told the receptionist that I was here for an interview. Sitting in the office waiting quietly, I couldn’t help but feel uneasy. From time to time I would come in and sit in front of me with a smile. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve heard these questions. I thought about the response I had prepared last night. There were a lot of lies, and I thought my response should be good, but in the end, here’s another line, and then we’ll call you. Thanks for the interview!
The story of my first time here
Remembering my first time in the city and looking at the young men in suits and shoes on the street, I was particularly envious, and I thought if I ever made it, it would be the same! But now the feeling of the word envy has disappeared. Think about it, what is envy? Maybe the underwear in the suit is a lousy pair of panties! However, life still needs to aspire to something to pursue, and it can’t help but think that if time could be reversed, I would really like to go back to my life in college until the disillusionment of the universe.
Back in the dormitory, standing in front of the window, eyes gazing at the skyscrapers dazzling like diamonds in the distance, an illusion in my heart, clouds covering the sun, dim lights rising from the cluster of skyscrapers, the magic of heaven and earth, letting the longing eyes drift away, the blood-red heart can’t help but wrap a crack around it.” Everyone suddenly becomes a red-eyed wild animal, the only idea is to swallow this dazzling diamond belly, but after all, there is only one diamond, but the idea is endless, red eyes you look at me, the wind blows broken leaves glass, bang a blow to kill, and suddenly a hell on earth. A blink of an eye, or neon, take everything back in front of you, think about quitting your job at a construction site, it’s been over six months now, either looking for a job or nothing, you don’t have much money in your pocket, ugh!” Let’s go home.
Learning to wait
It was a rainy day and I was sitting in front of the window with my luggage, watching the city slowly disappear, and my heart was very depressed. Thinking about how I used to feel, I now feel like a mouse crossing the street. When I see anyone, I don’t dare to look up. I just want to go quickly.
Some people say they quit smoking for 21 days, but I don’t think so. Maybe quitting is a lifetime thing, because there seems to be a million problems waiting for you in one person’s life.
I often think about people dying and being waiting to die, so what could make the waiting less boring? Now think about it. Quitting smoking is a great thing to do.