Never cute, pretty but always quite homely. I have a skinny body, too much hair and let boys do whatever they want
I learned early on, it was the only way to get boys to notice me, or spend time with me. Starting at 11 I would let boys feel me up all over. I’d even go into boys basements with a group of boys and take my clothes off and let them all feel me, rub against me. It was that way that I first sucked a cock. It came in me, and having had “the talk” from my mom I knew what it was but was still shocked. Then the next boy lined up. I had to do it to all 5 of the boys there that day. Several of them were playing with my A cup boobs while I did it, after a couple wanted to fuck me but I told them I wouldn’t do it. I didn’t want to do THAT in front of everyone. We had probably five of those multiple sucking afternoons with various boys. Then the one whose house it was, took me into another basement room. There was a bed in there, and he didn’t ask. He got me on the bed and fucked me. I asked for some tissues to clean myself up. He brought them along with 5 other boys who all watched me clean his leaking cum and my blood off my just fucked pussy. I told them I would do it again with anyone, my lightly hairy pussy was too sore. They left me alone, staring at me now that I’d been fucked as if I was someone to admire.
I stayed that way all my life. An ugly, skinny slut. I did let Tommy that first boy fuck me several times, then with him and one other guy taking turns. After that it was back to several guys. Others heard about me and would pick me up and take me out. They’d take me to movies, where I usually sucked them or jacked them in the back row, and out in their cars where I got fucked and sucked in the backseat usually. By 13 I had no idea how many guys I sucked, but I’d been fucked by 28. By 15 that number doubled and included a few older, married men in my neighborhood. One of those older men, John, who was 38 was the first to fuck me in my butt. He even intimated that if he could do that for my first time, he’d consider divorce and marrying me. Like a slut and a naive one at that I let him. After he fucked my butt over 20 times all talk like that stopped. He did get divorced though, when I was 16, his perfect bodied wife who was a beautiful woman, found him in their bed with his cock up my ass. That guy got me pregnant, and now my mom and dad knew what i was. I miscarried in the 3rd month. I got knocked up again 6 months later and my dad made me carry the baby until adoption.
I’m still not good looking, skinny, my arms, legs, underarms and pussy get very hairy. On my underarms and pussy even shaved it looks like there is a shadow. I’ve been waxed, and one boyfriend liked that a lot. I decided in my late teens I’d try to sell myself with an escort agency. I was turned down, I knew why. Of course they didn’t tell me no until two of the “managers” fucked me. I’m an ugly duckling, I fuck, I suck, I get buttfucked and do anything a guy wants me to do to keep him around. I am seeing two guys now, I’m now 23, they are 32 and 49. Both married, neither of their wives will let them fuck them in the ass, and one won’t suck her husband. I let them come by, get whatever they want and go away. It’s the way I can get attention and even dating sometimes. I know it, it’s always been that way.