I (13m) want to fuck my cousin (10f).
This all started on a visit, where she ( I’ll refer to her as S ) wore a skirt dress, we were celebrating something and I was in the living room, she came in and sat down with her legs wide open and her skirt up, revealing her soft, thin panties. She looked so beautiful and I immediately got a boner that was hard to conceal because I was imagining what I’d do to her, this was the first time I’d seen a girl’s underwear at all, I took a couple pictures of her when people weren’t looking, and I jacked off to the pictures later, though having the fear of being caught made me delete those photos.
The second time she was staying over at my house for a couple days, and I tried to get close and personal with S, showing my boner clearly to her and slowly jacking it off, I knew she looked at it and that got me so horny with her. She didn’t make any moves, every time I saw her I saw her differently.
The third time I saw her was at a sleepover, she wore very short shorts that made me have a boner all night, but this time I got into the same bed as her, I grinded my boner against her crotch and butt, her not seeming bothered at all, but then she pulled a blanket over herself which pissed me off, I put it on myself and I grinded against her more.
I jacked myself off slightly and pulled off my pants to make it more raw against her. When she fell asleep I had nothing to do, it was 3:00 am at the point, so i started humping her slowly and when I made sure she was asleep I slowly pulled her shorts off, I pulled my boxers off and grinded my dick against her panties, I didn’t fuck her because I didn’t want to risk to even get her pregnant, I had no failsafe back then, I pulled her panties down and I took a few pictures of her body, I know it’s creepy, but this is the first time I’ve seen a woman’s vagina. It was so tempting to stick it in but I didn’t, she didn’t make no moans so I stroked and grinded until I busted all over her crotch, and I pulled her shorts and panties up and let my dick rest on her more.
And now in the present I just REALLY want to shove my dick into her, with protection or not, but I can’t get a free opening to get intimate with her.