Had my first gay contact with my older cousin while our family had lunch
I’m M, 36 now. This happened when I was 8 and my cousin (M) was 11. We were at our family’s vacation house, we spent all morning in the pool so before lunch we were told to take a shower first so we went in the bathroom together and started showering wearing our swimming shorts (it was normal). That time after I finished putting soap on his back, he turned around and I noticed he had an erection. He saw I noticed and just smiled so idk, I just felt like putting my hand in his shorts and grabbing his dick. He immediately did the same, after a few seconds of nervously and silently grabbing and semi stroking each other, he broke the silence and asked if he should lock the door, I said yes and that little exchange helped reduce our nervousness… He locked the door, got back in the shower and took off his shorts so I did the same. We started touching each other a lot, the whole body like exploring it. We mutually jerked off for a while, then we laid down, one on top of the other like missionary position, full body contact, our dicks rubbing against each other. We moved our hips like having sex but we were only rubbing dicks. I did get a good grab of his äss cheeks while doing that. Then we heard our names being called from the dinning room so we stopped and went to have lunch. We acted like nothing happened after that haha. We did have a few more encounters after that in the span of several years.
This is my first time posting here haha. I do have other stories I can share.
Apparently my original story is not lo g enough to be published, so I’ll add here that my last encounter with that same cousin was when I was 14 and he was 17. Same family vacation house but at night alone in a room. Most of the time it was like 6-7 boy cousins in that room but that night it was just him and me. We did everything except actual sex, we tried but it hurt haha.