My current girlfriend is my junior high school classmate, is also my first love, because of a variety of some problems, it, 13,4 years old when the love, 15 years old apart, after 6 years, 21 years old again together, until now when talking about marriage. You may think that 13,4 years old is not a child, what do you know about love? But men may be so, may experience many women many feelings, but there is always that one woman is to eat you determined, a lifetime shall not be relieved. No matter how many vicissitudes you have gone through, but how much you have been hurt, whether you admit it or not, in essence, people retain a little bit of innocence at the bottom of their hearts, there is a little bit of naive romance.
When I was 21 years old, I was in college and on vacation. The previous 2 or 3 weeks, I happened to get in touch with her, chatting about the recent life situation, although we have become adults, and 6 years later, but will recall that time the first time holding hands, the first kiss, can not help but blush like a child. When we returned to our former city (during which my family had moved to a small town thousands of miles away in the south of the Yangtze River), it was natural to make an appointment to meet. She has not changed much, except her body has become quite perfect (that is quite perfect, waist 22, top 34C), she is still the same girl in my heart 13 years old. That day I just invited her to eat a meal (I’m not pretending to B type, French cuisine this kind of non-social never set foot, dinner is also the roadside store snacks), pressed the pressure of the road also dispersed. When I got home, I started texting and chatting until she fell asleep naturally and didn’t reply.
3 days later he asked me to her school district (quite far from the city) to play, because really and other friends have an appointment, plus a long way to go, did not want to go again, until she sent a message to: “Whatever you want, what you want to do it” I feel the pressure. According to the usual temper plus at that time did not particularly want to have any development, I should return a “you care about the old me? The first thing that I did was to say goodbye to my friend and spend 200 yuan on a cab to get there.
She gave me a tour of their school, went to dinner, and then wandered until about 10 p.m., when the pedestrians thinned out and the lights went down. I suggested that it was time to go back and rest, and she replied that the dormitory was closed at 8:00. This naturally makes me feel some meaning, can’t let her sleep under the bridge at night, right? I found a good condition Hotel nearby, open a room when I left an eye, to a two-bed standard room, everything can be a buffer. To the room on the 10th floor, one person a bed to sit down, two people still chatting about childhood things, turn on the TV but also do not know what is playing inside.
Talking, I said that the sea breeze here is really big, so many days away from home, the first blowing really some headache (truth be told). She asked me to go over, to help me press, at that time really some discomfort plus also a little sleepy, so some embarrassment moved to her bed, lying down, pillowed on her crossed calves, let her help me press some time. At that time, it was as if everything in the past 6 years did not exist, and it was back to the time when we first fell in love, as if our stories were knitted together again, and she was like a virtuous wife taking care of her hard-working husband, and what it was like to be “like a lifetime ago” was something that only that time I could personally experience.
After rubbing for about 10 minutes, and with the warmth of the room, the headache improved a lot as people relaxed. I joked that her technique was good, a quasi-professional level, so I wouldn’t have to worry about not eating in the future. She said no, she is also tired all day should always enjoy a little, lying on the bed I helped her massage the back (I am a professional level, because there is indeed with the master learned massage). May indeed tired plus my technique is good, according to her in a trance some sleepy, she said “if someone can take care of me so well in life, do my long work it, full ~”. I laughed awkwardly and said you said this 6 years ago, how is it still the same old story?
A while she went to the shower, I considered for a long time in the end should not happen something, I am very sensitive and cautious people, experienced a variety of people and things, everything always have to consider the consequences, in the end she is what attitude? If really together she is what kind of person? A little while later she came out wrapped in a bath towel, 34C top, 22 “exaggerated small waist really let my eyes can not stop, although not high but quite plump and proportionate. The dumbfounded look for a few seconds, she said first “and childhood is different, right?” I said, “The outside is different, but the inside is still the same silly girl. Go to bed early, there are still classes tomorrow”. It’s not that I don’t understand, it’s that the more people live, the more careful they are. We lay down on one bed each, turn off the lights, no one can really sleep. We face each other quietly for a while, and I do not know whether it is unable to restrain or take a decision, I suddenly said “maybe we are this time in our lives”, this is a back way, there are words in the words, may really be so once. She didn’t say a word, she adjusted her pajamas a little and got into my bed.
It was as if the world was empty, and holding her was like finding a long-lost treasure that belonged to you. I could hear her breathing, I could feel her heartbeat from her carotid artery. I put my forehead against hers and said in a breathy voice, “I love you as if you hadn’t existed for 6 years”. The words were sincere, and at that moment I realized that I had never let go, and that deep down I still only had one girlfriend, and that was her. She did not answer, kissed me, I kissed back, caressed her breasts, she said “hold it, so I can rest assured that you will never leave”. The feeling of accomplishment that comes from entering her body, in addition to the physical, is inexplicable. Not the kind of glory that comes with conquest, but like a marathon runner who quit halfway through the race, the feeling of completeness that comes with completing the course again after many years, like finding a lost piece of yourself.
After that things have been maintained until now, I also deeply feel that I did not make a wrong decision, she is a good girl, beautiful, knowledgeable, versatile, forgiving and loyal. She insisted on absolute financial independence before the wedding, in addition to small gifts and pastimes and so on, even the day of the room she had to pay half anyway, and this situation has been maintained until now; because my family is in another city, every New Year’s Day without reminding her to take the initiative to call to greet my parents, to my cousins (very close relationship, like my siblings) to buy some small toys and gifts sent to the house If I have something to do, she just quietly waits for me, cooks for me (her skill is poor, far less than mine, huh?), makes tea; because she is a good student of business, we will also discuss many serious topics, often will also play guzheng, guqin, Xiao Ba Wu and other instruments for me, occasionally will also play some tunes with her to pass the time.