This incident happened ten days ago, these ten days have been missing her, what things can not do in, perhaps because this is my first dating experience it. The first thing to say is that this incident is completely real and original, put here to share with you to explore, I hope you can help me answer a few doubts, I also hope you do not reproduce, I just want to dust off this experience in SIS, thank you.
That day I took the train to a foreign business trip, because more than 8:00 pm to arrive, so booked in advance online a hotel next to the train station. Just after New Year’s Day, many people may take the train back to work, so the vicinity of the train station is also very busy. The hotel registered a good room, rest for a while, open Facebook to see the people nearby, found a lot of ladies. After a couple of minutes, there are still ladies who add me to Facebook and ask if they want service. I have never had a prostitute and do not want one, so I did not agree. But to be honest, I usually spend most of my time with my girlfriend, it is not easy to come out, but also really want to experience a different feeling.
I opened the legendary dating tool facebook. facebook account has been registered for a long time, but never used. I thought I would try it today! Unfortunately, three or four people said hello, such as “hi, in?” “Hello, we are very close to ah! This kind of, after a long time message status display are unread. It is very lost, originally wanted to ask a girl to eat dinner together, and then step by step development, have become a bubble, no way hungry I went out to eat by myself.
The next morning, I had to leave for work, so I thought I’d try again, and if I didn’t succeed, I’d jerk off and go to sleep. Open Facebook, see a girl did not use the real avatar, with the wallpaper landscape, the album inside her photos. It’s 100 meters away from you, and you logged in a few minutes ago. I thought I’d give it one last try, so I sent a “hi still not sleeping?”
I didn’t expect her to send a smiling emoji over in a while. I was so excited! I was so excited, and then I talked to her.
I: at the train station?
She: No
I: must be near the train station
Her: Yes
I: strange just now only 100 meters now 330 meters (I thought she just got off the train, in away from the train station. Oops)
Her: you moved (very good, she was nearby did not move)
Me: I did not
Her: I just took 2 steps in the room (good, she stayed right next to it, hope 10%)
Me: I’m lying down in my room, I must be misaligned
Her: Me too, I just went from the toilet to the bed ah. Probably.
Me: Do you want to come out and sit down (try to make an appointment)
She: too late (so simply refused, hey, hope to reduce half 5%)
I: Come over to my side for a chat (not holding out much hope, expect to get a “pervert” and then I’m completely out of the picture)
She: where are you ah (did not refuse and asked me where, hope 15%)
I: the ** hotel next to the train station.
She: Oh, I’m across the street from you, yeah (happy, hope 20%)
I: so close, come or not?
She: handsome (did not refuse, hope greatly increased, 35%)
I: not a photo, just a little darker than the photo
She: now on the photo (I dizzy, tossing people well.)
I: How about I go downstairs to show you, you think I’m ugly I will then roll back
She: Yeah, you’re standing under the ** sign, I can just see (feeling hope continues to grow, 50%)
I put on my clothes and came out, and also bought a small box of Durex in the health store downstairs, to prepare for a while, haha. After a while I arrived at her downstairs, I do not know where she lives, a row of room lights do not know which to look at, can only stand there silly.
She: I can not see your face, only see your person
Me: Where should I stand then?
She: no matter how you stand, I can not see your face
I: Then you should come out (thinking to take the opportunity to ask her out)
She: there is no one outside why I go out ah, almost one o’clock, too cold (refused, hope 40%)
Me: You saw me, didn’t you?
She: I saw you, but did not see your front.
I: uh, then what to do (now think about myself too 2, should have said to go to her room)
She: do you dare to take a headshot?
I sent her a selfie that I took last week that I thought was pretty good.
She: You can take it now!
I thought I’d give it a shot, so I turned on my phone’s camera late at night in the cold and silently aimed at my haggard face. Then sent it to her.
She: really shooting, you are tough enough.
I: sure old dislike
She: I have seen you shoot big smile emoticon
Me: If I don’t come down again I’ll roll (continue about)
Her: what am I doing down there (well, continue to refuse, hope halved, 20%)
Me: You’re not going to my side of the chat?
She: It’s too late (rejected again, hope halved again, 10%)
Me: I can sleep at my place (desperate)
She: I’m not going, I’ve got a room here. (negative emotional intelligence I did not realize that she wanted me to go to her room, the heart still think completely lost, hope 0%)
I: Well, I rolled, 88 (hope 0%, can go home to sleep, and then go back, mood infinite depression)
Walked a few steps, the phone a shock, take out a look, immediately hot blood surging: hope from 0 directly to 80%.
She: you come up to me here.
Me: You yourself?
Her: Yes
In a good mood, asked for her room number and walked towards her hotel room. Walk to the room door, hold your breath and knock on the door, not long after the door opened. I took a look and was a little surprised. I did not expect her to be so beautiful, at least 6 to 7 points, but only the height is not very high, only about 155 to 160, or else can also add 1 point. She only wore a layer of pajamas, very short, slightly longer than the kind of flush B. She is quite clean looking, looks like a student, and has just the right body. I don’t know why she’s so pretty, but she didn’t put a few pictures of herself in her facebook album.
I went in and she stood on one side of the bed against the head of the bed, I did not know where to stand, so I stood on the other side of the bed at the end of the bed, our position is exactly a diagonal of the bed. The first time we met, we didn’t know what to do, so we asked her for water, which was awkward. After that we had a chat about where our home is, where we work, what we do and what we are doing here. I asked the name on Facebook is her real name, she said of course not, I asked her what her real name is, she laughed and said this is not necessary to know it, I did not continue to ask. I learned that she is three years older than me, I am still 90 years old, she is the end of 80.
Her room is much better than mine, nicely decorated and clean, with heating very comfortable. I kept praising how good her room was, saying that my room was dirty and messy, and I took the opportunity to say in a joking tone that I would stay here tonight. She said that would not work, she had to check out early tomorrow morning to run an errand. I said it’s just as well, I have to go out early in the morning. She didn’t agree or refuse, nor did she kick me out, so I half lay down on the bed, she didn’t say anything, I was so happy! And talk to her, she has been holding the phone, I asked her you have been chatting Facebook, she said no, is looking at tomorrow’s train tickets, to see if you can have tickets directly back after the business. After a while, I said so late to hurry to sleep, she did not drive me away, asked me to take a shower, I laughed and said the morning wash, now go wash again. And then just slipped into the bathroom. I was in a hurry to wash down, only wearing underwear and top out, she did not say anything. When the shower she turned on the TV, I said so late don’t watch it, hurry to sleep, she said yes, and turned off the TV. The bed was a big one, and we lay under the same covers. Turned off the lights, the room was dark.
We continue to talk about the day, my hands are not idle, to hold her waist, she did not refuse, I said wearing pajamas to sleep you are not hot ah, or take it off. She did not want to, but I said again, she got up and took off her pajamas, leaving only her bra and panties. When she was lying down, my arm had been placed on her pillow, and once she was lying down I then put my arms around her. I did not spare my left hand, I took the opportunity to hold her waist, did not refuse, hand up, touching the chest, did not refuse, and then down, touching the thighs, or did not refuse, and finally through the panties to touch her private parts, I went, has been wet out of shape. I’ve done this many times with my girlfriend before and she hasn’t been this wet. I was already very excited and my dick got hard. I started to try to untie her bra with one hand, but I was not experienced enough and too tired to succeed, so I had to untie it with both hands. After unraveling I continued to touch her breasts, said her body is very good, her breasts are also very large, at least C, touching very comfortable. Black light can not see anything, I opened the bed light. After touching a few breasts, I went straight to licking her nipples with my mouth, her nipples were not dark at all, and her areolas were not big, plus she was already rippling underneath, I think I started to like her. She panted a little and asked me if I had brought a condom, and I said I had just bought it downstairs when I came over. (Now some regret, should have said no, see her reaction)
She asked me if I was a virgin, and I said no. I asked her or not, she said after two seconds also not anymore. I said of course you are not a virgin. She laughed. Then I said I was using Facebook for the first time. I don’t know why she suddenly began to dodge after listening to it, turned her back on me and said it was too late, hurry up and turn off the lights and go to sleep. I did not listen, continue to touch her breasts from behind, she began to push up with her hands, let me turn off the lights, the tone of some unhappy, I will honestly turn off the lights. The first thing I wonder is how she really thinks about it, why is it suddenly unwilling? Everyone who understands to help me answer it.
I continued to touch her from behind, above and below to touch, she still dodged, after a while she said you better go back, it’s two o’clock. I listened to quite unhappy, asked her why, she said this kind of thing no feelings can not do. I listened to what did not say, silently put his hand back. After a while I suddenly thought of I have not been kissing with her, could it be that she said no emotion is this meaning? I held her over and started kissing her, she was very cooperative, I touched her again, kissed her ears she never refused. I flipped her over so she was on top of me and we continued kissing, she was excited and breathing loudly. I used my hand to touch her vagina and she started panting again. Her eyes were closed and she was intoxicated as she cooperated with me and kissed me. I inserted one finger into her vagina, which was so wet that it felt like water was dripping down. I took off her panties and felt like I could squeeze the water out of her panties.
I flipped her back down and continued to kiss her breasts. Sneaking a whiff of the hand that had just touched her vagina, it was completely odorless. I think I’m liking her more and more. I tried to suck her off two or three times and she blocked it with her hands. I don’t know if she didn’t want to be sucked or if she was just symbolically pushing. Anyway, give me one more chance and I’ll take her hand away and give her a blowjob with more force. After that I asked her to bring me a condom. But my jock was not fighting for a while, it was flaccid. I guess it’s too late and too tired from the train ride the day before. I felt she was disappointed and turned her back on me and said hurry up and go to sleep. I got up and put her on the bed, then prepared to use the most traditional position. Her vagina was very wet and watery, and I was able to get in easily with one push of my dick. But it still felt pretty tight when I got in. The first time I started, I was able to slow down for a second or two by inserting a ten or so seconds, I usually controlled the first 5 minutes to keep it from ejaculating, and after 5 minutes I was able to control the timing of my ejaculation. Her breasts were shaking up and down with the rhythm of my thrusts. She screamed louder and louder, and also told me not to stop, to be honest I was particularly worried that the room next door would hear the people looking for the door, because it was more than two o’clock, next door and suddenly there was the sound of people moving, feeling like a venting of discontent.
After a while, I was sweating and stopped to rest. She asked me if I had ejaculated, I laughed and said no. I asked her if she wanted to change positions, she said to come from the back of it. So she got up on her knees and I started thrusting from behind. She still screamed a lot and felt that she was very excited, reaching her hand from the front and grabbing my hand, and I just pulled her hand, in and out. After a few more minutes, she said she couldn’t take it anymore, she couldn’t take it anymore. I said I’m ready to cum then, and she said yes. Then we resumed the most traditional position at the beginning. As I thrust, her face was red, her hair was matted, her head was twisted to the side, her eyes were closed, and her mouth kept screaming. I picked up the tempo for the final push, and her screams followed the rhythm of my thrusts. Finally, I came out and lay on top of her, not wanting to get up. She asked me if I was really not a virgin. I thought to myself that you are so excited about my poor technique, and asked her why she asked that. She said I was too shy. Well, I think she’s right. The first time you go out, you can’t let go.
After that I pulled my dick out of her vagina and took the condom off and threw it away. She also took her own glass of water and gave it to me to drink. The first time I saw it, I asked if I wanted to go back. I thought about it and said go back, so I won’t disturb your sleep when I leave in the morning. She said yes. Then I packed my clothes and got ready to leave. There were two condoms left in the box, and I asked her what to do with the two condoms, and she said how about one for each, to keep as a souvenir. I took the two condoms out and gave her one and put the other in my pocket. She said she had caught her boyfriend chatting with other girls ambiguously, I laughed and said that I should go back and delete the chat records, she said it must be deleted, delete Facebook too. I said kiss it before you go, and then went up and kissed her again. I am ready to leave, in hesitation to leave her some money, on the one hand, I think we should leave some, let her buy some food, on the other hand, I am afraid that she is not happy, come to her to play a gun to leave some money to go hurry up with the treatment of ladies like. My second question is whether I should leave some money to her? So hesitant to go, but now I regret it, I think I should leave some for her at the door. I said the next time I come here I will also stay in this hotel, and hope to meet her next time. She smiled and said she would rarely come to this place. When she left, she also said that I should check all the things, don’t forget anything and then come back, she fell asleep and didn’t necessarily hear the knock. I said don’t worry. So, I retired from her room and returned to my room in less than 5 minutes.
The next day, I don’t know why I missed her so much. I opened Facebook to look for her and found that she had gone invisible, so I left a message asking her if I could be a friend, and left my Facebook number with her. Now it has been more than ten days, she has not returned, and her status is always invisible. Perhaps she really not only deleted the chat history, but also deleted the facebook. I don’t know why I think she’s always in a melancholy mood, but maybe it’s true that dating can change a person’s view of love. I feel like I really like her, not for sex, only for friends, only for chatting, only to be happy together. I’m afraid that my girlfriend will find out that I want to throw away the condom, but now I can’t throw it away, I’ve been hiding it in my suitcase. The actual fact is that you will not have the chance to see her again in this life, maybe the good memories are just for memories.
Update (March 8): I see that someone has recently replied again, so I’ll update it again! Last month, on the 14th of February, I left her another Happy Valentine’s Day message on Facebook. At the time, I didn’t have any hope that she would see or reply. Then about three or four days later, almost New Year’s Eve, I came home from work to take a nap and woke up to see that she had actually replied to me Happy New Year. I was so excited! I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to get the best out of you. We’re about the same age, so we’re quite chatty, and we’ll have a few words when we have nothing to do at work. But she and I are very far away, and I don’t know when I’ll see her again.