1. When people reject you lightly, and when you reject them you feel like you’ve done something wrong.
2. I finally couldn’t bear to say everything that was on my mind, but someone said I didn’t know any better.
3. People who easily say it’s okay deserve to be sorry all the time.
4. If a person who doesn’t know how to behave suddenly knows how to behave, the whole world will see the change and praise him infinitely. If a person grows up knowing too much, he will have no chance to be capricious and will be blamed by the world for doing the slightest thing less than knowing.
5. Getting more and more understanding yet no one understands your grievances and temper.
6. The affection you give is taken for what it is, and your consideration and understanding is taken for what it should be.
7. Later, when I wanted to let go, I always remembered the phrase: It’s the first time I’ve ever lived, so why should I let you?
8. At heart, I envy people who don’t know what they’re doing. Obedient children don’t need candy to be coaxed, but children who don’t know what they’re doing are the ones who get candy.
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10. Increasingly unexplained, even to your own parents.
11. Behind my back, I envy other kids who can behave and cry, but I can never do that. The child who cries gets candy, and I need to earn that candy through my own efforts.
12. I am tired of caring about what others think because I know how to take good care of the people around me, and sometimes I am considerate of others because I know how to think differently, but I am tired of living and sometimes I lose the original self.
13. Because I know how to behave, I don’t actively ask for anything, and because I know how to behave, I give up a lot of what I like.
14. People who know too much about things are helping people who don’t know what to do with what they should.