During school has always treated love like dirt, except for freshman year chasing a classmate without success. The main character is not her, but my junior high school classmate. The first time I saw the girl, I felt that I was not complete without love, so I let go of my heart and began to accept my junior high school classmate who had been secretly in love with me, referred to as T, right? The owner’s first time is also that time. At that time, the circumcision, the first time not to say also. Together very short of two months, divided, this is the owner’s first love. Then a few months later the owner of a new object, get along very well, at this time T came to me to compound, with a variety of inducements, including her most annoying KJ, and not to mention how I, when I and the new object is a long-distance love, take a long vacation to see, among the loneliness can be imagined. The company also opened a few rooms with T, but always put down the object at the time, but also did not agree. Time passed, I and then the object due to family reasons divided, T also married a woman, and have a daughter. The time has passed, two years after the chance to contact, both sides are very polite, on the usual old friends general polite talk. After a period of time, and show the feeling of missing me, said I can not forget me, dreaming will dream of me, and her current husband no feelings, even if her husband is very good to its cloud …… owner although horny, but also kind, can not bear to interfere with its family, so good words to persuade the cloud … … … later she also told me that she had divorced, to fight again for the happiness she wanted, when they were two places apart, but still very surprised! At this point in time, I felt that life has a smitten woman, what more can I ask for? Besides, the owner was single at the time, so he promised to fall in love again to see if it was suitable for marriage. Later, for various reasons and did not talk, she said she remarried again, I can not give her material life. The first breakup is also such a reason, the owner really good angry, play? And so past a period of time, the opportunity to return to the city where the owner travel, visit classmates, they informed the T, T mean again can not forget me, after a few days of rain, really crazy, no condom, extracorporeal ejaculation, after each do a go with a shower gel rinse, to be the next direct and open dry, when its decision to go with me, but the owner did not promise to leave that city a month, occasionally got its a SMS, said bad on my child, then remembered that there were two break-up experience, it joking tone with her said, with her last name, after she said a, when I did not say. Then there was no further contact. Two months have passed, I do not know whether it is true or not, there is always a stigma in the heart.