[Original First] Pre-wedding Night Talk 9.
I just arrived in Sapporo on January 26, and the streets and woods were beautiful after the snow had just fallen. That night, my fiancée was tossing and turning and couldn’t sleep, so I was in a daze when she shook me awake and said that Kobe had died. I suddenly woke up and confirmed the news after my emotions have been on the verge of collapse, my fiancée thoughtfully booked a return ticket, although the return journey was turbulent, but the good thing is that this morning arrived home smoothly. The rest of the day anyway, I do not want to go online to read the sad news, the night before the wedding talk this series should have a few more chapters to finish, try to work before I finish it.
I have been dating Xiao Wen for about six months, and we both have a tacit agreement in our hearts to marry each other. And my parents have been some resistance, I think the work of the small text is not very good, in order to get together less resistance small text resigned from the previous work, focus on preparing for the civil service examination. And my company also moved to a new location, moved to the local high-tech development zone, so from the location of our previous unit about half an hour’s drive away. Because it was so far away, and the company was in a high-speed development stall, I naturally could not be late and leave early every day to fall off the chain.
At that time, I felt that there was investment value in buying a suite in the high-tech development zone, and I could live by myself and near the company, so when I learned that the company was going to move more than a year ago, I directly asked my boss to leave me a suite near there. The boss of course was very happy about this proposal, after all, this is my loyalty to show the attitude, in the company side to buy a house has been with the company’s survival of the frame.
So in my rainy day, the company moved to a new location that day is also the day I moved to a new home. Since I bought a finely decorated house, I basically bought some desirable furniture and moved in. Most of the time I was busy at work, so I asked Xiaowen to do the shopping.
Before I moved in, Xiao Wen told me that he saw my boss on the same floor as me when he was placing the furniture, and they met and said hello. I actually understood what was going on as soon as I heard it. The boss, who is a Jordan fan, left himself 23 whole floors, while I wanted the 8th floor. The boss appeared on the 8th floor, and the probability was that he had left his niece a set on the 8th floor.
Not surprisingly when I moved into the new apartment with Xiaowen a few days later, when I went out to work, I met Xiao Z and her boyfriend in the elevator together downstairs.
I’d like to give an account of how Z and I have been doing since we first met. I thought I had taken her to see some of the sights her boyfriend hadn’t brought him, and we both felt very satisfied. At that time I had proposed to be with her. She probably thought it all came too suddenly and I mostly couldn’t give her the security she needed, so at that point she said she had to think about it. As she was thinking about it, her ex-boyfriend dropped everything and came back from Beijing to find her. It so happened that I was transferred to Shanghai for half a year, so the story ended without a hitch. Later, although I went back to work, but in a different department, the floor is different, usually very busy, it is difficult to have the opportunity to meet and exchange.
When I met in the elevator, my heart even appeared panic emotions, after all, with her had a marriage, see her boyfriend beside her or some vain. The unexpected thing was that Z was calm and collected when she saw me, and introduced me to her boyfriend, saying something that sounded normal and complimentary to me. Her boyfriend smiled and nodded to me, saying that he would be a neighbor, and that we would have a meal together at home some day. I did not deny the vague promise.
We live near the company, about a ten-minute walk, and her boyfriend’s company is exactly the opposite direction, so I was able to walk with Z. On the way, we finally started to talk after a long time. I asked her how she was doing, and she smiled and said she was doing fine. I said your boyfriend adapts to this hard life? She told me that her boyfriend is quite adapted to the current life. It’s just that the salary taken is not much, if you live by yourself after paying the rent, it’s not enough to live. So at the beginning of the discussion, and small Z live together, after all, can save a rent. The family is a bit poor, but I feel that my boyfriend loves her more than before. I listened to the heart is actually not a taste, nothing to say, only awkward smile, but not cold, she seems to have a lot to say, and then said, your girlfriend is quite beautiful. I said yes, but not as good looking as you. I said, “Yes, but your boyfriend is not as good looking as me.
The subsequent conversation is probably some of the words on the scene, the general message is that the house is small Z’s parents pay for the boss to buy small Z, the boss to get the price of the house is very cheap and things like that.
This is how the day after day to go to work and leave work, from the beginning of the sporadic encounter, to later have a tacit understanding of often meet. I truly felt at that time that the ten-minute commute to and from work, can go home with Z or quite happy.
It was a week before the National Day, I had to catch up with the project, so I had planned to go to Japan for a long time with Xiaowen to see Mount Fuji and tour the two Dingmu things can only be lost. When I told Xiaowen that I could not go, Xiaowen looked very angry and felt that she was not important in my heart, and then started to quarrel.
Probably the content of the argument is the career and her can not be a good balance between. Later in the argument, she said something that stuck in my mind, “You and my dad are exactly the same, both are jerks.” Since I knew how much she hated her dad, I understood that this was a very heavy statement for her to make.
After saying those words, she began to pack her own few clothes, pulling the new suitcase she had bought for Japan and angrily went out. To be honest, I was also a little angry, so I did not stop her series of actions. Her clothes were packed very slowly and her suitcase was dragged very staggeringly. I knew she was waiting for me to pull her to admit her fault, but I never did.
“You’ve been sitting there smoking, looking calm and heartless” is what Xiao Wen said to me later about my state at that time.
After Xiao Wen left, it took me two days to come around and send a tiktok to Xiao Wen to apologize. But I forgot that Xiaowen is a person who holds a grudge. When we met again six months ago she still remembered that I had refused her invitation to come upstairs four years ago and retaliated once. This time, naturally, is no exception.
Wen sent me only one photo, which I recognized as one of the destinations we had planned to visit before, Universal Studios in Osaka.
I was surprised and angry when I saw the photo, because she left the country without saying a word, this behavior is still a bit too much. But I was more worried than angry after seeing the photos, so I talked to her on the phone and learned that she had gone to Japan alone. I said it’s not safe for you to go alone, so I called my female classmate who works in Osaka to go and play with you for a few days. Perhaps she did encounter difficulties at that time, although outwardly refused my suggestion. But when I contacted my friend and asked him to call her, she happily accepted the help. At that time, I was a little overwhelmed, so I gave my female friend’s card 30,000 yuan, so she could take Xiaowen around to have some fun.
Then came the National Day, when the time was tight and the task was heavy, we had to finalize the draft before the end of the National Day and then take it to the A party to report. I sat up from the computer, ready to go downstairs to buy some soy milk.
Apparently, when I went downstairs to buy soymilk, I coincidentally met up with Z and other project team members, and we saved ourselves the trouble of meeting each other. A group of people bought breakfast, while chatting and eating, and after eating, they went home to rest. Small Z and I naturally went home together.
That morning the frost and dew was heavy, the sidewalk was a little slippery, Z may be too tired, the soles of the feet a stumble and slipped forward. The company’s main business is to provide a wide range of products and services to its customers. I saw Z fall and hurriedly went over to help her up. When I held her arm to pull her up, Z grabbed my arm and cried a little.
In fact, the fall of Z is not heavy, is the hand broke a little skin. But looking at her haggard face I actually understood why she was crying. As the boss’s niece, as a beautiful girl, in fact, can be more relaxed and wonderful life. But Z is a person who is extremely serious and chooses to live up to her ideals in her work. Perhaps coupled with the fact that the current love life may not be lived happily, one can easily fall into a sad mood.
I gently reassured her, while gently pulling her up and gently holding her, I wanted to lend her my shoulder, but Z’s head was just close to my chest. So we both stood under a tree on the sidewalk, and she cried against my chest, her hands as if I had a ring around my waist. She may also be very tired, the spirit of a relaxed cry more sad, from time to time convulsions. I gently patted her back, softly comforted.
I can’t help it, that road is exactly the company’s way to the subway station, than we leave work later than a few companion colleagues saw the picture of her lying on my chest. The gossipy eyes from far and near let me know that the matter must not be spread into anything.
I gently reminded small Z colleagues over, small Z as if not heard, no response to continue to cry. I have nothing to do but to stay put and let her vent before going home with her.
The story later was so cruel for me at the time.
Xiao Wen came back on the last morning of the National Day, I was nestled on the sofa watching a movie. When she came back, of course, she did not apologize to me as I expected. When I entered the door, I got up and pulled her into a hug and asked her if she was having fun, and she said she was. I said that’s good, and then I told her I had a meeting this afternoon, and I would go home and make soup for her tonight. She smiled and agreed, and I was relieved that the previous quarrel and misunderstanding was like nothing had happened.
She calmly went into the bedroom, and when she came out again changed into a set of erotic lingerie that I had bought for her a while ago and hadn’t used yet, and put on the attached lace mask. I thought she was apologizing to me in this way, so I didn’t doubt it and smiled as I lay on the couch watching her. To be honest, the oral sex thing for her cleanliness fetish unless sex is done to the point of burning, or never to mouth, I lay on the sofa and closed my eyes to enjoy her gulping, I was happy that she could apologize in this way, so I was content to enjoy. After a while, she raised across the ride to me, with a hand plucked that only a rope of panties, on the wet sitting on my cock. The main hand, which was holding the phone, was placed on her breasts and moved in a figure of eight. I gradually also came to the mood, on the contrary, will be her down on the sofa to fuck up.
I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to do this, but I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to do this.
I was a little surprised and asked her if she wasn’t afraid to get pregnant. She asked me what to do if I got pregnant, I said pregnant and give birth, the big deal is to get married as soon as you know you are pregnant.
Next we went to take a bath together, I love the bathtub so much, naturally I bought a large bathtub in the bathroom. The two of us just enjoy the relaxation and warmth brought by the hot water, she perversely in my arms backhanding my chicken, I was pleased to see her transformation, in her fondling my little brother stood up again, so I got up ready to get out of the tub and fight again, Xiaowen did not let me out, in the tub, sitting on my body, I felt a great deal of excitement. One hand around her back to wrap her in her arms, lying in the tub although not too forceful, I still stubbornly shake their ass for thrusting, she screamed very loudly, as if with all the strength.
Although I felt that everything was very perverse, but still pleased with such a change. The second time I was in good shape, so when I got tired of fucking her in the bathtub, I took her out and fucked her from the dining room table to the balcony and then from the balcony to the bed. Almost every place in this modest room was left with undried water stains on us. Finally I chose to make my final sprint on the balcony, her hand on the balcony railing the whole person bent over to withstand my final sprint, and finally a shot into the soul.
As usual, she and I returned to bed after washing and cuddled up for a nap. Then I got up at the point of the meeting and shouted next door to the small Z together to the company meeting. When I got into the elevator, Z looked at me with a little red face, I raised my eyebrows and she turned her head and stopped looking at me.
After the meeting, Z was waiting at the door for me to go home, I told her I was going to the supermarket to buy food for Xiaowen to cook. In Xiao Z’s envious sigh, I even went to the supermarket to buy some ribs in the evening to prepare some soup for Xiaowen.
As a result, when I came home there was no light, I opened the living room light and saw a key on the living room table, a pure white card, picked up the card and squeezed it in my hand to find some dark flowers on it, look closely, it is the look of Mount Fuji.
The three lines written on it are the lines of a three-quote poem I wrote to him when I first fell in love with her: I waited for ten days and you didn’t come, then Mt Fuji for you, I’m leaving.
That is a really fucking literary way to break up, I took the postcard when I felt the pain of lost love for the second time in my life. That night I went to the bar and friends drunk, the next day did not go to work with a glimmer of hope to find her apartment, but Xiaowen is not there, I realized that it was not at all in a temper.
In fact, this ending made me puzzled for a while at the time, not understanding the kind of woman and emotions that can suddenly leave.