Graduated from a junior high school in the township, the results are ideal, into the county key high school, because of the young do not understand, the preference for vocational high school to study, the things in the article also happened during this high school. The time is 2001 to 2003.
Vocational high school reads the engineering class, the school has the liberal arts class. Due to some factors, in my sophomore year, the school put all the public classes of liberal arts and engineering together in a large class, during which I started to know a girl in the liberal arts class, called CS, right?
When I was in CS’s class, I came into contact with her and felt good about her. I sent her a love letter on April Fool’s Day in 2003 (the year of the entrance exam), thinking it was a joke, but it was accepted by CS by mistake, and then I started a relationship.
In the following months, CS and I basically did not care about studying in class. From April to June two months, the two are basically in a state of play, but are playing blindly. The two of them are in a state of play, but they are just playing around. They go shopping in the city, stay up all night with the Internet, skip classes and go out to play in the mountains, and of course, they also go to CS’s house.
The two love each other, and are in the beginning of love. Naturally from holding hands, hugging, kissing a lot of dry. The most passionate one, in a classmate’s off-campus rental room, the kiss are kissed, the touch are touched, die not to dry, CS said it was to stay for the wedding, when it was also stupid like believing in love, believe in the longevity of the day, there is no day, eventually became a regret.
June college entrance examination, July results were announced, August voluntary admissions letter to. I was admitted to a college in the province, CS was not admitted because the score difference is too much.
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In October, often boil the phone porridge a few hours; November, she is busy because of work, slowly reduce the contact; December, basically to the point of little contact. At this point I already feel that she began to me distant, after all, long-distance relationship is not very realistic. And at that time I was a book, she is a working girl, plus the temptation of the outside world, from her own awareness of the future is impossible.
On New Year’s Day 2004, after several quarrels completely break up.
07 years class reunion, met once. At that time CS married, with her husband to attend the party, during and he clamored for two, that night and his husband dislike, and her husband dry wine, his husband dry wine drink half dead, of course, I was also drunk unconscious.
After that, I never saw him again, and I heard from my classmates that I didn’t have a doll after marriage, divorced, remarried, and now I’m a mother of two children and a full-time housewife. From 08 to now, I’ve been busy working, getting married, buying a house, having children, etc. I didn’t have time to pay attention to her, and slowly broke off the contact information, more news from the classmates when inquiring about it.
Now I look back with a lot of emotion, if I was tougher back then, I was definitely on. The only reason is because of the beginning of love, believe in love believe in longevity and so on and failed to as desired, put now, would rather first on the back of things to say to go.
Of course, the first love is beautiful, the back of this more than ten years of love to experience more but never had the same feeling.
In this way, I miss my first love.