I was so annoyed with her that I had to open the lower door to get some air, and she was always behind me, pulling me to keep me from going out, I wanted to go out, it was driving me crazy, she was not understanding, she just knew how to get some buns and porridge and rice.
I am a middle-aged man who has been married for seven years and has had some success in his career, running an excavator rental company, and although the family expenses are basically my responsibility, there is still a small surplus every month. A year ago, I went out drinking with a partner and met his wife’s sister, Dan Dan, who is a music teacher at a university, plays the piano, talks very elegantly, paints a good picture, and more importantly, she likes to work out, although her age is almost 30, but her body is full and graceful, full of charm and seduction. I had a good conversation with her as soon as we met, shared a common literary hobby, and also liked fitness exercises, and then we had a date to go to the gym whenever we could, or to go swimming, and I felt like a happy fish swimming in the water when we swam together.
Since I met Dandan, it was like an old tree met with spring rain, and I was rejuvenated and charmed.
Every day, my wife makes a meal and goes out with the baby and the dog, and then comes back in the afternoon, sometimes to buy clothes and toys for the kids, sometimes to bring back a pot of plants I don’t know, and she doesn’t care much about me. Are you coming back for dinner tonight?” “The company’s main goal is to provide a solution to the problem.
This Spring, because of the outbreak of the epidemic, I have been locked in the house for 20 days, and every day I can only chat with Dandan online, my heart is like a cat scratching a crawling ant, very irritable, I decided to go out to see Dandan next week no matter what, I may have fallen in love with Dandan, 20 days without seeing her, let me miss her more and more.
My wife sensed my irritation, she thought my company had been closed for too long without operating income and was upset about it, so she stopped me again when I tried to grab the door once again. “The company’s main business is to make chicken soup for you tonight, it’s been a long time since I made soup for you” “No, don’t bother, feel free to make some”.
And I can’t get out, I can only touch the bench in my hand, talk to it, sit bored with getting up, ripping open the heavy curtains, as if ripping open the doorway to hell, outside the dark clouds rushed to the eyes, I hate this spring, hate this home that imprisoned me, suddenly a lightning, followed by the roar of thunder, sleeping children woah woah woah cry in fear, I ran to the room, saw long ago at the bedside to soothe the
I ran to my room and saw my wife, who had already been at the bedside to calm her.
I was also frightened by the thunder, so frightened that I came to my senses.
Dan was like that beautiful rainbow bridge that lured me to step onto that illusory cloud, which was beautiful and real and more full of color and charm, but I stepped on it, then how high the rainbow was erected, and how badly I would fall, probably to my bones.
My wife I probably don’t love her anymore, she’s like a flowering plant that I keep at home, I pick her when she’s in full bloom, then leave her at home, long after she’s withered, the petals fall to the ground and I step on them hard, crush them and stick them to the floor, at which point I resent the fact that her branches and leaves dirty my floor and bother me to clean and dispose of them, and then get more and more fed up.
I sat dumbly by the door, looking at my dispensable shadow, and I went out, and it was raining moderately, not very much, not very little, and lightning was still flashing in the sky, and I looked up at the wandering wild sparks that lit up and wiped out, and the rain hit my face cold, and I couldn’t tell if it was tears or rain, and I knew that I would be really alive, thanks to this spring rain. I know I’m really alive, thanks to the spring rain, thanks to the spring thunder.
A man always wants to find a like-minded woman, but often prefers to be the bored fool, because most men are like me, always imagining that the other side of the curtain is a beautiful spring scene, but how can you predict that you are not ripping open a doorway to hell? The idea of cheating, or shut it in hell a little better, if you lose the understanding of life, lonely and helpless, may wish to look back at that, the woman you have ignored for a long time, she turned out to have been with you. #HeadlinesEmotional #Budding Author Advancement Program