After 6 years, I turned out this article I wrote when my first love failed from the bottom of the drawer, and my beautiful, ridiculous first love came back to me, as if it were yesterday. It is a great treasure to have such a good memory.
It is said to be against early love, but I think that kind of feeling is the purest, the closest to the platonic. With not advocate, but if there is no such an experience is not a great regret in life ……
I looked at the note she wrote to me, my vision gradually blurred up, tears fell down, seeped into the mouth, salty 。。。。。
That year I just started my first year of high school and I was assigned to the ninth class of high school. I sat there all day either sleeping or talking, or reading novels, and so on
I don’t know how many months passed, not only did not learn anything, but also developed a lot of bad habits, I just muddled through my studies.
One day, suddenly a new class teacher, he was tall and thin, extremely thick eyebrows, thick lips. He came just a few days ago and wanted us to
change places.
“Due to the request of some students, we are going to change places.”
“Change what ah, just mixed up, really 。。。。。” I pouted and complained in a whisper below.
I was transferred next to a guy named Li, who had a chubby face with many small red bumps on it. I gave him a sidelong glance and he
grinned at me. I asked, “What are you smiling at?” He immediately curbed his smile, sitting in front of me are two girls, I simply do not
I do not care about them.
Li Yi and I talk in class a few times, was caught by the teacher many times, but we still repeatedly taught. One day in study hall, we were talking enthusiastically
, the girl in front of Li, Zhang, suddenly turned back. “I use your transparent glue under, OK?” I glared at her, her face
pointed, tied braids, nose very under, hair black with yellow.
“Use what transparent glue, go go go.” Lee and I chatted again. After that, she always borrowed my things, but I did not lend her every time
And sometimes I scolded her when I got annoyed.
Then one day, Lee suddenly asked me, “Do you like Zhang?” I do not, but he said endlessly rambling up “If you like
She, I promise to help you catch her.” Then he began to give me advice, I got annoyed, interrupted him, scolded him severely, did not expect
He still pestered me and started writing love letters in my name. Sometimes he even hid my things and forced me to say that I liked her. I felt that
Li was being unreasonable and I didn’t care about what he was doing. As a result, he became more and more rampant, writing nonsense all day long and facing Zhang
I just explained that I didn’t write it, and I didn’t care if she believed it or not.
That evening study, she threw a note to me and Li busy open: “We can only be friends” I sneered and deliberately said loudly: “
Who wants to be friends with you!” Her face went red, and Lee and I hemmed and hawed unkindly.
Then Lee didn’t fool around anymore either, because he was transferred by the class teacher. After Li left, my life was once again quiet, Zhang also often borrowed me
Things, in order to get rid of her, I try to lend her.
Some time later, there was a sudden epidemic of chicken pox in the class, and several people went home to get well, and Zhang also got sick, and I wasn’t worried about her. She was
I didn’t worry about her. She was a dispensable person to me.
When Zhang left for three or four days and came back without a single pimple on her face, I suspected that she was faking her illness in order to go home.
In class, I was staring at her neck to see if she had any pimples on her neck, and as I was watching, she threw a note at me, which startled me.
I thought it was a chalk tip thrown by the teacher. I opened the note: after I left the teacher ranked again?
“What a nerd,” I said to myself, writing down two big words on the note, “No!” I asked her why she didn’t have a pimple on her face.
I asked her why she didn’t have a pimple on her face.
She quickly replied, “Because I’m lightly ill.
But what I didn’t expect was the trouble that started: from that afternoon onwards, we passed notes in class and talked about that, and our relationship became really good.
I found myself changing, I gave her whatever she borrowed, I agreed to whatever she asked, and I often bought her things to eat, I slowly
I slowly fell in love with her.
I’m not sure how I fell in love with her, I think she’s very pretty. And also very good temper. I fell deeper and deeper, I would like to recruit a chance to
I want to confess to her, but I do not have the courage, anyway, we meet every day, together for a long time, and I did not worry about things more.
Time flies, in the blink of an eye, New Year’s Day, the final exams came, I hastily cope with the exams. Began to carry out three days, after the end of the examination
Evening study to choose the three good choice students and so on, I naturally did not get anything. I just want to take a good look at her again before the holidays, I spent the whole night staring at her, she
The first thing you need to do is to get a good idea of what you’re doing. The next morning the class teacher talked about some issues to pay attention to, and then the holiday, I left the classroom to look at her one last time and left.
My nose was sore and I felt like crying, but I controlled myself, after all, it was not good to be seen.
After I got home, I threw down my school bag and turned on the computer, leaving everything behind me, and played until 9:00 p.m. I went back to my bedroom, closed the door, lay down on the table, and gave my voice to the people.
I went back to my bedroom, closed the door, lay down on the table, and wrote to Zhang
“HI,Zhang. I really miss you 。。。。。” I stroke by stroke self-study writing …… I looked at the following watch, the time is not early, I yawned a
long yawn, bar the letter in an envelope sealed, put a stamp on it, jumped to bed and fell asleep.
I dreamed of Zhang, I took her hand and ran happily in the grass ……
“Get up! I rubbed my eyes and suddenly remembered that the letter I wrote last night was still on the table.
I jumped up from the bed at once, copied the letter and threw it quickly to the bottom of the bed, I just straightened up, my mother came in and saw that I was up and out.
I saw that I was up and went out. I was sweating, I got dressed and went out to put the letter in the oil drum.
One warm afternoon, a few days after vacation, I was sitting in my chair hastily coping with my homework when I was startled by a sudden rush of the phone ringing.
I felt that something was not quite right and my mom came over to me with a mysterious look on her face.
I think something is not right, Mom came over, full of mysterious expression, “How is a girl?”
I immediately thought of Zhang, I ran to the phone to check the phone number, it was really her calling, I hurriedly dialed the number that has been in the heart of the silent
I hurriedly dialed the phone number that I had been thinking about a thousand times.
“Hello, is Zhang there?”
“No. She just went to her mother’s house.”
I was disappointed, and went back to my room to do my homework.
I don’t know how long it took, but the phone rang once again, and I got ahead of my mom and answered it before she did.
“Who is it?”
“Can’t you hear me? Don’t you know who I am?” Zhang’s voice rang out over the microphone
I glanced behind me at my mom, who was staring at me intently, and I didn’t dare say much.
“Why don’t you say anything? I’ve written to you, do you still send it?”
“Yes,” I said, feeling my mother’s dead eyes on me.
“Why don’t you say something?”
…… There was a long silence.
“I hung up? Hang up?”
“Yeah.”
“How boring!” She seemed a little angry.
A beep sounded in my ear as she hung up, and I slowly hung up the phone, took one look at my mom who was staring at me, and ran back into my bedroom. I wrote a
I wrote a letter explaining this to her.
Twenty days of vacation went by in a flash, and I wrote another five or six letters off and on during the vacation, thinking about her every day, every hour, every moment, every minute.
I thought of her every day, every hour, every moment, every minute.
I was in a hurry to run to school after I had dressed up at home, I wanted to see her quickly.
When I arrived at the classroom, she seemed to have been here for a long time, I was a little excited to call her sweetly, she looked up, her appearance has not changed at all.
She hadn’t changed at all, she was still as pretty as ever.
“You’ve changed,” she said with a smile.
“No, I haven’t changed.”
I didn’t know what to say. I went back to my seat and sat down, and she looked back at me.
“Did you get my letter?” I asked.
“Well, I got it, I’m so sorry for calling you the other day ……”
“It’s okay.”
“I wrote to you, but I didn’t send it.” She shook the letter in her hand.
“But I don’t want to give it to you,” she said and put the letter in her pocket, no matter how hard I begged, but to no avail.
If I don’t confess my love to her, I won’t have a chance, I thought bitterly. I secretly made up my mind.
In the following days, I kept giving her hints, I always stared at her eyes when I talked to her, I kept buying her things to eat, I put “I like you” in my dictionary.
I wrote “I like you” in my dictionary, almost told her directly, but she just did not get the hang of it.
With only two days left until class placement, I had no choice but to tell her myself.
“I’m taking you out to dinner today for an extracurricular activity, are you coming?” I asked hopefully.
“I’m sorry, I have something very important to do.” She declined.
The day before the class split, I asked her again, “Are you going to go today?” I was a little discouraged.
“I’m sorry, I have something to do.” She refused again.
“Why do you always have things to do? Are you ……” I asked, angry.
“I’ve had a stomach ache all day,” I knew she must be making excuses.
I never said that until the class was divided, we were divided into different classes, and the days after the class was divided I was almost full of her shadow.
I didn’t see her for several days.
One day I was walking to class after breakfast when I saw Li standing there, I walked over, tapped him and talked to him. As we were talking
I saw Zhang coming out of the cafeteria, and I called out to her happily, and she came over.
“HI,” she said.
I stared into her eyes and didn’t say anything
“Is there something wrong?”
“No,” I said, still staring into her eyes.
She stood for a while and then turned around and walked away.
I still looked at her, I decided at that moment, I ran up to catch up with her.
“Zhang, I …… I have something to give you, wait for me, I’ll go get it”
I ran back to the classroom, pulled out a new notebook, in which a note written “I like you”, I ran to her next to her, trembling, handed the book to her.
I ran to her and handed it to her with a trembling heart.
“You ……” she said, as if she had something to say.
“What’s wrong with me?”
“Nothing,” she left.
I then remembered Li Lai and went back to look for him, but he had already left.
That night after class, I ran into Lee again, we talked for a while, I turned to leave, he caught up with me and said: “I want to chase Zhang”
“Don’t ……” I thought she was joking.
“I wrote the love letter.”
“I just gave it to her,” I said smugly.
I punched him and he walked away.
The next day at noon after school, I didn’t expect Lee to come to me, and he slipped me a note.
“Don’t throw it away, read it and then throw it away.”
I ran to the garage and hurriedly opened the note, “…… I also like Zhang …… more than you like her …… you do not chase her …… we do friends”
I was like five thunderstorms, I tore that paper to pieces, and went home in a rage.
In the evening, I ran into Zhang again, she also slipped me a note, I guess that “I like you” note she must have read. I went back to class and couldn’t wait to
I couldn’t wait to open the note.
“If you really want to be my boyfriend then you have to wait until three years later …… and you should at least get into Shandong University ……”
I crumpled the note into a ball and thought, “I don’t care what you say, I’m going to chase you anyway” I told Li about the words she wrote to me, and I didn’t expect Li to give up because of those words.
He promised never to chase her, so of course I was happy. I started writing notes to Zhang again. Since she already knew I liked him, I didn’t
don’t think much about it.
“…… whatever you say …… I really like you …… I ……”
I gave her the note and after school I went back to her and she just begged and said, “Give me a break!” I didn’t know what she meant.
Then I never looked for her again ……
Postscript: She approached me in my senior year, but I ignored her, and then she got a boyfriend. I didn’t get into Shandong University, but I didn’t like her anymore …… then I contacted her again on campus and she was already a famous girl ……
The second half of the second semester of my sophomore year of high school I went through another sensational unrequited love, chasing her for more than 3 years, she only knew to cherish me a year ago and promised to be my girlfriend, but I already did not like her, and she went to school in a different place, and finally
The breakup was inevitable.
The first year of that decent relationship, short and pathetic, only a week ……
I’m sorry, good people don’t have good karma, but I’m still single!