In high school, I met my first love and then had a two-year relationship before breaking up after going to college ……
I remember we were together for more than half a year, we kissed for the first time, and then although almost every day as long as we were together, we would find the opportunity to hold together KISS. but until the breakup, we did not have sex. The first love, did not have sex to also stop, but we also “slept”, together with a sleep. Now I feel like I was really pure! ……
It was the summer after the entrance exams, we often went out on dates, and sometimes she would come over to my house to play. One day my family went out and did not return until the afternoon, she came over in the morning. I forget exactly what I did, anyway, then we both lay naked on my bed. I held her and kissed her all over her body, she was very scared look. Especially when I was about to penetrate, her eyes were tearing up, although she didn’t say so, but I couldn’t bear to do it anymore. Then I held her tightly and would have liked her to relax before continuing. But she was really scared, so I just held her and told her to lie down in my arms and sleep, so I would be satisfied. Later, I never mentioned doing that kind of thing until more than six months later when we broke up.
If it is now me, she was afraid of not afraid, long ago the king of the bullying. But at that time, I really love her, do not want her to be hurt, do not want to force her to do what she is afraid of.
Several years have passed, occasionally, still think of her, bless her ……
Dear, forgive me for ever not knowing how to grasp ……
