Sixty-fourth time.
A sea of people passing by
Floating half a life where is home
Today to talk about this little girl, is a person in our marriage group. The two of us, from the moment she entered the group met, to be honest, the girl looks beautiful, but also, the voice is the kind I like. Her eyes are big, every photo is overflowing with a bright smile, she sent me a copy of her work card, working in a network company, when the position is the director, I do not know how many such directors, their companies, but at the time to my feeling is that an unusual title, you must also know that you work outside the home.
The photo on the work permit is very informal. It was as if it was taken from a selfie and modified for size. So I also think that this is not a regular network company, right? The first time the two of us met was in the West Market neighborhood. I saw her first, when she kissed her, I remember when we met, it was already quite late, we two went to the Hualian supermarket, she said she did not eat at night, I still bought her a little snack, and did not see her eat, has been placed in her pocket.
After that she wanted to go see a movie, but when we went up there, many movies had already opened, and the nearest one had to wait until after ten o’clock, which obviously wasn’t appropriate. I said I’d take her home, and she was in Tikouzhuang, a house she shared with someone else. At that time near the Bari Bridge is still under construction, no vehicle traffic, so the two of us, we walked from the West Market all the way to the Bari Bridge. I said to take the car two stops to get home, she said we should walk it.
On that path, she kissed my face, I left two photos, is when she kissed me record, the first meeting, really make people quite excited, I also tried to drag her to the hotel at that time, but still by her, politely refused. She always told me to wait, there is no hurry, I will not run. To be honest, when you hear this, it really makes you feel warm inside, especially the sentence there I will not run, I still have no resistance to this kind of words, think I am actually very good coaxing.
I am a person who is extremely unconfident about myself and has no control over myself. I think that it would be really exciting to have someone in this world that really never runs to be there for me. I can’t remember where her home is now, but it shouldn’t be far from Jinan.
The second time we met was when her younger brother, who came to Jinan for a medical checkup was going to do his military service. I remember when I entertained them at the Grand View South of the City, not only her brother, but also one of the brother’s neighbors, who was also coming to serve in the military together. Really two good boys, I beautifully invited them to eat a meal, beforehand the girl has given the two boys set the hotel. The two of us, after sending them both to the hotel to stay, walked home together. That day, I again asked her to go to the hotel with me, and she refused.
This more or less let me a little discouraged, she seems to see my heart, hands cupped my face and said, I really will not run, you why so anxious ah! I said and gave me a kiss. I seem to have no resistance to this kind of thing, actually dizzy and agreed. The next few days, I was in a trance, and she kept chatting, texting and calling. The topic of the period, it seems to always be inseparable from asking her to go to the hotel with me. Now think about that time, I’m still really young, to show their desire too strong.
This also more or less, scared the girl. Later, this girl decided not to be with me, and did not explain the reason, I think it may have something to do with my impatience. After a long time, I remember one day, I should be on night shift, the end of the day, I walked home, more than nine o’clock at night, the wind is a little cold, I called her, said a lot of this time of reflection, before and after about chatting has to have forty to fifty minutes. Almost the whole process of my walk home. The phone seems to be some of her heart, but also feel that they may be a little lack of trust in me before, or not enough courage to face those.
The effect was still very good, at least I thought it was at the time. Then later, I moved my family to the new house where I live now, at that time, the house had just been renovated, but the electrical furniture all this has not been arranged properly, I remember I invited her to my house that afternoon, noon was just delivered by my father to install the bed. I had no mattress, no sheets, and the top was simply a duvet given by someone else.
She came to my house, I remember that day, she wore a black skirt and pink blouse, had been sitting on the sofa, silently talking about the recent events, talking about the people she had met. Talking about what we both had been through. I think she still values the two of us more this relationship! Next to my bed is a dormer window that overlooks the Lashan Lake in the distance and provides a panoramic view of our entire neighborhood.
The two of us standing in front of the window, there is a kind of pointing feeling, suddenly pushed her down on the bed, she was a little overwhelmed, said you wait a while, you wait a while, I told her, I can not wait a second! She said you go wash first, okay? I lie in her ear and tell her, in order for you to come, I actually washed in advance. She said I was bad, but also while pounding my chest, while the body slowly accepted.
I later in my house, in her unit near the hotel, we have done a few times one after another, each time afterwards, she will pretend to be angry, saying that I bullied her. Later I learned that she changed jobs and went to work for a real estate company. And that company, right where we first met, probably this is also a kind of destiny.
Last year, the brother demobilized home, in the family did a little business, she had to go back to help busy for a while, but still feel good to stay in Jinan, came back. I don’t know about the days after that, but I think they were very happy, at least I hope so.
This is the sixty-fourth story
Please see next time.
The infant teacher offers herself
The doctor in white smiles happily
