The college entrance exams are over, and it’s a very happy thing to finally breathe a sigh of relief, a complete and utter relaxation. When I walked out of school with a contented smile for the last English I saw Na who was just as excited as I was.
I said, “How was it?” Na gave me a loud, crisp snap that said it all. “Want to eat something to celebrate in advance.” “Whatever ……” “What’s the plan, tonight, let’s totally relax for a while?” Silence. Na didn’t say anything, because we all had an unspoken message.
Three years of high school, three years of love, and our feelings for each other were so hot they could have melted each other away, but we had to suppress them to make this a motivation to study, to motivate the sleepless nights we spent under the streetlights in the hallway.
Na said, “We’re in college, I’m giving you everything I have.
I understand what Na means by everything. Na is an orphan who can’t stand the slightest kindness from others to her, and the slightest favor from others is something she takes to heart, so much so that she will find ways to replenish it, even in her body and soul. So, rather than Na falling in love with me, Na was so touched in the face of my ubiquitous care that she became trapped in the prison of my love and could not pull out.
The night after the entrance exam, I designed many scenes, but the only thing I didn’t envision was that I ran into Qin when Na and I had dinner and were about to go to a bar to sing and go crazy.
Qin also likes Na, but Qin’s kind of love is domineering. Qin’s family is very rich and has a lot of “minions” in the school, commonly known as lapdogs, who are very aggressive every day. Even the teacher will also give a few more face to Qin, because one of Qin’s brother-in-law in the provincial capital when a I did not realize how big the official, anyway, the teacher to see him are trying to accommodate. This is something I didn’t expect.
Na once told me that she and Qin were not from the same world, so they were not destined to be together, even though Qin was very good to her, but emotional matters are not allowed to be faked, and once happiness is watered down, it is undoubtedly dragging oneself to death. The company’s main goal is to provide the best possible service to its customers.
The appearance of Qin made me quite a bit jealous, because we are all classmates, not to mention, after the college entrance exams, we will go our separate ways, and perhaps, some of us will never see each other in our lifetime. So, Na kept hinting at me to be calm. The last time we all get together, let’s all be a little bit more reckless and crazy.
Nana just smiled slightly in the face of Qin’s ambiguous gestures that night, and in my field of vision, those gestures were magnifying, magnifying, and even giving me a very strong sense of oppressive suffocation. I had the urge many times to go up and grab Qin’s hand and question him, “What the hell are you doing, you’re pretty damn patient.” But I didn’t, because Na was telling me with his eyes to be patient, to be patient.
The feeling of a knife blade on the heart must not be pleasant, and I blocked all this bitterness in my heart, and I poured wine desperately, because only when the brain’s consciousness was getting hazy, my eyes were in a trance, and I was able to shrink the things I didn’t like to see in my pupils into A small dot, and be ignored.
I don’t know when I was drunk, only that I was sober by I woke up to the sound of a large group of people yelling ……
“Kiss her, come on, kiss her… …”
“Yes, hurry up and kiss her, we’re graduating soon, if you don’t put it into practice while you’re at it, you’ll regret it for the rest of your life. ”
As I rubbed my brain with a slight headache and tried to make sense of what was going on around me, I felt like I was just exploding with anger.
Na was being pinned against the wall, kissing furiously, and she was probably so drunk that I could see her fighting back, but the resistance was so futile. I wanted to go up and stop it, but I couldn’t do anything about it because I was too sleepy ……
At 3:00 a.m., I woke up and saw Na, crying and looking at me, and the morning breeze was a little cool. It was mixed with a hot, hot summer air that blew on my face with a sting.
I pulled Na, and Na pulled me, and we ran out, tears on each other’s faces.