I am a man of indifference to fame and fortune, perhaps because of the formal ideological education I received in the army, which gave me a steadfast heart that is not tempted by the interpretation of fame and fortune and refuses to bow down to anyone who can bring me benefits. So, until I was discharged from the military and returned to the local workforce for ten years, I was still an uncompromisingly small employee.
During this time I took out a loan to buy a house and got married, and my wife is a smiling beauty, and even she said, “I liked you as a person, but your stubbornness really needs to change. The company’s main business is to provide a wide range of products and services to the public.
I understand the good intentions of Meijuan, but after more than 30 years of life, it’s hard for me to change myself, to nod my head and flatter people, and even to get close to a leader for no reason. I did start chatting with them one way or another, but never went any further. And my situation is just the same as always.
It was brought up by people around me and they all said, ahem, Jungang is an honest man. Yes, I am indeed honest, that’s why my wife is living a hard life with me. In fact, on the inside, I feel sorry for her, so she can’t shop as much as she wants, like some well-off women do, and she, with me, will have to live frugally.
In the beginning, when we were married, we had a good relationship because we had love and felt content without material things to fill it. But later, because of the constant poverty, even when visiting friends and relatives is not as imposing as others, because there are no good things to gift to each other, I always feel that Meijuan’s attitude towards me has changed.
Sometimes she would say to me, “Wang Zhenggang, you should just live your life in peace and prosperity, because peace and prosperity can feed you, clothe you, and make you live happily for a generation, but what about me and my children? What about our parents? The first thing you need to do is to take a look at your face and ask for help, and sooner or later the kids and I will have to die with you.
I knew that she was saying this for the sake of the family, but I was still a little uncomfortable with such harsh words. The company’s main business is to provide a wide range of products and services to the market.
I said Meijuan came to fire, ho, poor temper again, just know against me, you have the guts to make more money yourself ah, said I am not capable, capable of you take more money to honor our parents, no need to play lip service here! Meijuan’s words left me speechless. The company’s main business is to provide a wide range of products and services to the market.
After a lot of this, she stopped arguing with me. Even sometimes came home smiling, is a little late. I can clearly see that she is joyful. The first time I saw this, I was happy to hear that she was going on a business trip to Korea.
I was very much in favor of going abroad. When she came back, she brought me gifts, and toys for my son. I found her more beautiful than before, intentionally begging for sex at night, but was refused by her on the grounds of being too tired. In those days, she always slept on her side behind my back. Once I could not stand it, I pulled her face to kiss, but just touched her lips, but was attracted to her breasts. I found that they were not what they used to be and were noticeably fuller than before.
Mijuan said frankly that she had her breasts enlarged, and that the unit had given her a bonus for working hard. Then she didn’t want to talk about it and turned around to do something else. But that day my son was sick, went to the hospital, the doctor gave an IV, Meijuan took time off to accompany her son’s hospital, I came back at noon to cook, by the way, first sent to Mom and Dad.
I had just finished cooking when I heard my phone beeping, and it turned out to be a text message from Mijuan. I didn’t want to read it, then came another one. I couldn’t resist going through it. The first time I saw it, it said, “Bao, how is the child? Missed you again, since you came back from Korea, I have not missed you for a day, thank you for changing your boobs for me, I will love you more …… another one I did not read, because the phone was dropped by me.
I don’t believe I’m an incompetent person because aren’t most of the multitudes just like me? Go to work, earn money, support your family and pay off your mortgage …… This should be the life of each of us ordinary people. However, money still makes my life change, pushing my wife into someone else’s arms, letting my son play with toys purchased with my love interest’s money, all these changes are deadly enough for me.
I’m a hardened man, but I can only watch my wife being possessed by someone else, so what else can I do? At this moment, I just want to quietly disappear, disappear in this complex and fickle world, I just want to return naked, I don’t want anything, I have nothing ……