I admit that I was curious about bi sex. I’d been with two girls one when I was 15, she was 14 that lasted about 3 months before her brother beat the shit out of me. The other was when I was 17 and she and I lasted a year or so. For some reason I still snuck looks at dicks in the locker room at school. 19 and at university I would often shower at the gym to see other guys. I never had any contact but wasn’t in places where it was able to come out I guess. I did meet a couple of gay guys, became friends but they were together and I said I was straight and they accepted that. They still talked about gay sex like I’d talk about straight sex. I got all the details. I was invited to some parties, as time wore on it was more sexually open parties. Guys sucking out by the pool, the first time I saw a guy getting fucked was in the kitchen, he had a line of guys behind him waiting for their turn. He was wearing a tee shirt and his bare ass was leaning back, his elbows on the counter. I watched his ass, it was taking all the cocks no matter what size, and he was definitely enjoying it. One of the guys standing in line, totally nude had a really long and the thickest cock I’d ever seen and it wasn’t hard yet. He started talking to me, telling me to get in line, I could get in front of him if I wanted. He teased and teased and I was horny I hadn’t gotten laid with anything other than my own hand in almost 2 years. I gave in and got undressed. Him standing behind me, he kept mentioning that with an ass as hot as mine with legs that great, I should be bending over too. I told him I’d never done anything before with another guy. “But here you are, in line to fuck another guy” he said. “Yeah, I know, I probably shouldn’t be” I said. He then countered with the fact that maybe I was looking at being on the wrong end of the sex.
He reached and was feeling my ass up, I moved a bit away and he followed, one hand on my ass, finger starting to probe into my hole, and the other over my shoulder pinching one of my nipples, I gasped then found myself moaning as he finger went fully into me. “See what I mean?” he whispered in my ear. He kissed me, and pulled me out of the line. Let’s go get a drink and sit out by the pool he said as we walked his finger was still in my ass. I was smiling for some reason, knowing everyone else could see that he was deep in me while walking away. At a couch by the pool, he pulled out his finger, and stuck it in my mouth. I licked around it like I imagined I’d lick a cock. He started to pull his finger out, and I grabbed his hand and pushed his finger in and out of my mouth a few times, and increasing suction pulled it out. He handed me a drink and we sat. “So do you want to try it?” he asked me. “Maybe” I said being coy, or at least trying to be, but he and I both new I was going to try to suck off the biggest cock I’d ever seen. I slithered down on the couch and put his half hard cock into my mouth. He started again finger fucking my butt with every motion of my mouth. Then it was two fingers, soon, I felt something on my ass, he was using lube from somewhere and then four fingers and it hurt. I pulled off and told him to stop as it hurt. “Baby you need to take four fingers if you’re going to get fucked by me” he said, I countered “I’m not going to let you fuck me, we just met, but I am going to let you be the first cock I suck” and went back down on his now 9 inch long, over 2 inch thick monster. My jaws were hurting. He stood up very quickly, I hadn’t noticed but two men were near us. He told me that we needed to go upstairs to a bedroom where it would be more private. I didn’t mind. His hand on my ass, this time three fingers buried as we walked, we went upstairs. I asked about the two guys behind us, and he said they’d insure we didn’t get interrupted. “Just suck, ok?” I asked and he just smiled at me.
In the bedroom, the two guys came in, I asked what was going on. He stuck his cock in my mouth and told me to shut up and suck. I was getting afraid and didn’t move fast enough he smacked me on the side of my face and yelled “Start sucking my dick”. I started moving as fast as I could to get it over with, to suck my first cock and hopefully be able to swallow all his jizz from his huge balls. Then he said he was ready and produced some more lube. “No, I told you I’ve never done any of this, I just want to suck you. I’ll fuck you off, all the way, cum in my mouth, you’ll be my first” I was almost begging. “i know I’ll be your first baby” he said as the two guys grabbed my legs, turned me over on my belly, and spread my legs. I felt the man get between my legs as he was lubing his monster cock, and I found myself begging, anything I’d do anything just don’t fuck me. I tried to pick up my chest but he pushed me down and within seconds had his cock at my entrance. I was begging more and more, and his response? “You should have let me finger fuck you with all four fingers for a while first baby, now . . . this is going to hurt, and feel really good, for me” Then he pushed. It was a long steady push searing, burning sensation as my asshole was opened up over 2 inches wide, I started crying like a little baby. I was 19 and getting raped, I had obviously shown everyone at the party that I “wanted it” by letting him parade me around, his fingers fucking me the whole time. I let him kiss me, pinch my nipples, suck on my nipples and I sucked his cock.
Now, blurred by pain I was getting fucked, raped in my ass by the biggest cock ever, I knew I was bleeding, I had to be, it hurt too much. It took him 20 minutes to blast load and load up my rear hole. He kept in inside me after for about 5 minutes, then gently pulled out, patting my ass and telling me I as a good fuck, I really had a nice pussy. “I’ll want to see more of you, it doesn’t have to be so forced, I mean now that you’ve done it you’ll get used to it, and will start to like it baby, see ya around” and he and his two guys left. I was afraid that the other two would take a turn too, but they didn’t. I was naked when I went downstairs again, I’d gone into the bath and wiped myself, got rid of some of his sperm and wiped up some of the blood but it was still bleeding. My hesitance in walking downstairs, and a little stumble, got the attention of a young man, probably in mid twenties, who came up to me to help. He asked if I was too drunk and I told him no, that it was nothing, as I reached behind me with tissues and brought some more sperm and blood up from my now “pussy” hole. “Oh shit,” he said “You need to sit and rest” I said I couldn’t sit I was still leaking and bleeding. He went to the kitchen to try to find my pants but they were gone. He went into a bedroom and found a pair of black see through panties, he put them on me out by the pool, and stuff a lot of tissue in them like a pad. Sitting was rough. So I half laid down and he was comforting me. He told me that he needed to look at it, he was in residency as a doctor, he felt I might need stitches. At that point I didn’t care. As he and I walked out, me leaning on his shoulder, my rapist and his two guys were looking at me, I looked and he mouthed a kiss and a “see you soon baby”. I was so scared, but not caring anymore. I’d just been raped, my first m2m sex and I was forcibly raped. The med student, patted the blood dry, some of the sperm coming out and was massaging my butt cheeks. It felt good, for a change someone touching me that felt good. I was better, he said the fissure was small no stitches it would stop on it’s own soon.
I sat up a good as I could and had a hard cock because of his rubbing on my cheeks, I apologized and he said nothing. I went down on me, and sucked me off. I loved it, honestly the best blow job ever, that last girl I was with would suck me but not to cumming, this was incredible. I was just rubbing his head over and over as he was doing it. I shot my cum into his mouth and he swallowed. Up now looking into my eyes, I kissed him and he kissed me back. I then went down on him, and sucked him off, after we kissed. “If I hadn’t been forced tonight, I’d want you to be my first to fuck me too” I told him. I did say he was the first to suck me, and even though I sucked the rapist he didn’t cum, he was that first. He just shhd me, and told me he was going to be my first. Out there on the couch, he laid me on my back lifted my legs, and stuck his cock into my boipussy. It didn’t hurt, I didn’t feel much until he was mostly in, then I felt it really nice. The outside ring was sore, but I bore it and let him fuck me. Kissing me as he fucked me, many times like I’d fucked my girlfriend, I was his pussy tonight. Sucking on my nipples, going nice and slow and finally shooting his cum into me. He nursed me the rest of the party, I sucked him off one more time, got drunk.
The next morning I was alone at home, leaving the party around 2am. We parted company, kissed, and I didn’t even know their names. I didn’t know my rapist name, nor the man who nursed me, sucked me, let me suck him and I let him fuck me. No, he made love to me. My sore butt took several days to stop bleeding but it was less and less each day. I waited a month, was invited to another party by the same people and didn’t go. I did meet a nice guy at school and we suck each other, mainly he fucks me, but sometimes he asks me to do him. My gay life started badly, but I think I like it and still talk to a lot of girls on campus, I may start asking some of the out, I guess I’m bi.